i wanted to see the ending first to see if it’s bad and I regret that decision a lot especially because I started reading it in reverse(started reading from the last chapter to chapter 36 and stopped there.) and it was bad, got worse when I decided to start from the beginning and completely stopped at chapter 2 because the first chapter literally shows the mc being gangbanged while his brother is tied up and forced to watch which is just disgusting. (mind you those first few panels were the present, afterwards it cuts to when the mc and ml first met.)
not important but I realized I started reading this on July 8th..
ok so like someone needs to write a fanfic about depressed Jun who’s uh sui but like yohan doesn’t know and only finds out after he sees the cvts on juns arm when his sleeve rolls up a little. (sorry if this is too dark.. tbh I only suggested this because i feel like it fits jun and please if anyone does end up writing it please give me the link to read it)





on chapter 66 rn and my god I had to stop reading at least 3 times because I started crying, once when I read about how mls dad and brother died.. the second time, was seeing how the ml kept hurting himself on purpose because he felt mcs pheromones once.. , the third time was like 2/3 chapters back because of how ml tried to khs.
I should have stayed away after reading some comments about sad this is…
Keep going the reward seeing them so happy and having a family is so worth it