At first I'm was so sure I will not be reading this after I read most of the comments. Which is why I decided if I will not read the whole story might us well read the last chapter. But daang I just read one chapter, ONE F*CKING CHAPTER, I weeped like a baby. "I think... I'll never fall inlove again" That one line from Ivan really hurt me so much. Out of all the characters in the story, I felt hurt and pity towards Ivan more compared to others. I don't give a damn about the regrets of Adolph because obvi he deserves it. No matter how much he regretted it things will never be back the same. Which is why in most part my face was really emotionless whenever i read Adolph part. While for Lewis, I just hope he will be happy and contented in his next life because he deserves it so so sooo much. For the other guy, I pity him too. It really buffles me how third parties can survived such shit eventhough their aware of the original one. So in conclusion, yeah I read the whole fcking story eventhough I knew I will not be moving on from this sad story for the next couple of months.
I'm happy the author made it a happy ending but can't he/she at least showed us the seme's face at the ending cause its really really frusratiiing