just why? like i won’t lie and say i’m not into perverted situations—I mean that’s why I scroll the yaoi tag. but when the top just loses reason? rationality? morals? stories lose me. they were so hot. so intimate. so…just everything and unconventional and flawed. i was genuinely looking forward to see how their rough patch would be handled because IT WAS interesting to unravel where the author was going with this but reading these last few chps I’m sat here alone dreaming about what could’ve been.
I stopped reading at chp 63 but I should’ve stopped reading like 10-15 chapters before. First off they’re both pieces of shit and our other blondie escaping their hell is like the only redeeming part. But for some reason our main blondie in the second timeline just completely doesn’t have a backbone? I get he loves him but it just felt like all that buildup in the first timeline was for nothing? I was expecting him to push the ml away more because of the heinous shit he was remembering but he was like okay power of love or smth and had sex with him multiple times?? I was just so confused like everything emotional sense wise just went out the story??? As if the author just wanted to get it over with and go next? I was just pondering why they were having so much sex? And again. Consent is sexy. Why are we pushing someone to do something they’re saying no to? Especially when in the first timeline consent was nonexistent and left our blondie traum—fucking-tized!!SO WHY IS HE FUCKING ON THE MAN WHO MADE HIM MISERABLE WHEN IT MAKES NO SENSE AT ALL FOR HIS CHARACTER???Just question marks and red flags all around. They deserve each other.I guess.Don’t even get me started on our ml like what the fuck is his problem he acts like a dog in heat but hell even dogs have more tact. Just send him to jail. LOCK HIM TF UP!!! Also are we just going to skim over the fact that he killed his child all while destroying our blondes grave??
honestly…watch the ‘twist’ be a miscommunication plot like every other plot. placing my bets here…the priest and priestess are corrupt—heck the whole church!!! either they are threatening the duke that they are going to kill his wife or some kind of weird brainwash thing happened. maybe even feeding him the wrong information about fmls memories!! Who tf knows anymore. Ik nothing will ever satiate the revenge I want the fml to have T-T she will forgive him unfortunately. Cold men should be abolished. idngaf that you were hurt, that situations made you this way, have some respect for your fucking wife!!! The one who had your child btw!! Especially the one you’ve seen since childhood. The one who obviously was not like the others. Instead you go fucking on a priestess. Good job man. Gold star.
literally this is what I’ve been looking for on all my years of scrolling this damn website. is it too soon to say this is the most perfect piece of literature to ever grace my screen?