i feel like as i age i prefer erotic things more than straight-forward smut. i used to just want my story to have tons of smut but now i really need to know the characters, to see the desire between them and when they brush fingers or have a steamier talk to get goosebumps. i prefer the build up and mentions and memories, talks discussions and etc ...... 1 reply
the most practical is a shit ton of diapers and baby wipes - you could lift a bit of the financial burden the parents are going to face and they will definetely use it all up reply
i try to scream to shout to cry and basically release any kind of emotion that i can i also blast music so loud that i cant hear my thoughts for hours and that usually helps reply
when i was 13 me and a friend decided to buy a bottle of like mint liquor (idk if it exists in other countries but its a thing in Bulgaria) and i had like 750ml of it - i thought that it had the same alc percentage as beer or something but turns out it was like 20% (i was like 45kgs) it was so so bad. we were drinking in a random schoolyard and i p...... reply
I have been a bl/yaoi fan for years, its one of my favorite hobbies to read stuff here and on ao3 about my fav ships and sometimes when i get fixated on a bl/ship it consumes my whole mind.
My question is why does that happen? i have some observations but i would love tp hear yall and maybe have a discussion - straight romance is too stereotypical - you kinda always know what will the characters do how they will react. its like there is a model female character and a model male character and the characters dont ever develop past the sterotype. with mlm there is so much more variety about the relationships, without being stereotypical - when i read bl i am purely an observer and enjoyer. when there isnt a character of my gender in the story i dont subconsciously try to 'relate' to them or compare my decisions with theirs. when there is a girl love interest i am always like wait i wouldnt do that, why would she do that and etc - basically not putting myself in the shoes of the character allows me to fully enter the fantasy - kinda surface level but as a straight girl its nice to see hot guys making out naked lol - seeing men express emotions, vulnerability by not being confined to the strong straight male love interest. - maybe controversial but there is something taboo about it which makes it more appealing - i guess a lot of the yaoi fans (me included) dont talk about it with irl friends and keep it lowkey. when you are done with your day, with dealing with people and so on you get to have your special yaoi time - makes it even more exciting
so that is what i can think of now pls tell me what do you think
i havent been here in a while bcs of exams and now i see that everyones lists are gone this suckssss does anyone know why is happened or if they are going to be back?
i still have a week of exams and im so sick of it i cant concentrate for more than 30 mins bcs all i think about is the summer and my plans and all i wanna do rn is read manhwa smoke weed and listen to music
want to do making friends on mangago
