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Guys, what the fuck, what the actual, like, omg, like… omfg, what the fuck, holy shit, it's so toxic, it's so bad but so good; am I a masochist? I mean, I'm used to reading toxic shit, but idk why this has such a heavy feel to me: shame, attraction, fear, and sexiness. The bullying adds to everything. Is it because it feels real? Like, something that can happen in a realistic setting? Cause, wdym, he goes through all this bullying, transfers out, and enters an abusive relationship. This doesn't feel like other famous BL manhwas, it's too… idk… I DO NOT KNOWW. Should I feel ashamed for liking this the way I do? It's so good, it's a guilty pleasure; I thought I liked it rough before, but this solidified that feeling