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My heart hurts so much when Mittens said "Even after he loses interest in me, and I leave when the agreed time comes..." Like, he is so desperate for love and affection and he's so happy with Jooin right now, but he literally has no expectations. He truly does not believe anyone will ever want to stay with him. And Jooin just floats through life so he's not really in a place to give Mittens the stability and reassurance he needs. I love them both so much but I feel a separation has to be coming soon.