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the reason why he strongly denied that he never fed on someone's else blood, was his declaration that he never intend to drink blood from someone he doesn't like, especially because he also never intend to make someone aroused because of him and because it requires someone he genuinely likes, in conclusion, he wants it to be only his hyung but at the same time ye he's afraid it might cause a distance between them so he would rather not be reckless bout it and atp I'm spouting gibberish for typing whatever
su-ah... you lucky bastard... oh my fucking goodness im jealous I'm envious wtf this is not fair