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People will say they want complex female characters but they can never handle them
Yeah like the intense amount of shame and knowing how people will react if they find out that's what you're into is intense. Not only that but the constant fear your partner isn't really into it just desperate for connection with you they go along with it. There's nothing worse than finding out they don't desperately want it like you do, that you're ruining them, or that they were humoring you the entire time. It makes you so disgusted with yourself. I completely understand her. If they don't explicitly tell you they love it, want it, and can't stop thinking about it and it's sincere it's really hard to not feel like a monster.
I didn't really mind the blonde guy before but now I hate him. Who does he think he is? I hope he gets pegged next chapter