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God I love whatever is wrong with Mokyeon Happy Kirkmas to all who celebrate. What a fcking READ omg

Specifically, I want Nanjo to be the one chasing Mokyeon after he finally sorts through his emotions.

All three of them are terrible in their own ways , but Nanjo is really starting to irritate me. Like, babes... you weren't even sleeping with the twink when the two of you were alone.

I think the root of the issue is that Nanjo identified as straight before Sunhwa. After meeting Sunhwa and realizing he was attracted to men, he probably felt more comfortable being the top and convinced himself that he loved Sunhwa.

After rereading, I noticed a few things that stood out. One was *how* Nanjo was watching Mokyeon and Sunhwa while they were having sex. It made me think he was starting to become curious about bottoming, but his denial is incredibly strong. It's not unusual for people who struggle with their sexuality to repress those feelings.

Because of that, I think Nanjo projected a lot of his anger and disgust onto Mokyeon while clinging to Sunhwa because Sunhwa represented what Nanjo thought he *should* want, if that makes sense.

And let's not forget that at the end of Season 1, Sunhwa literally said they weren't being intimate because Nanjo couldn't "get it up" unless it involved all three of them.

At this point, I just want Nanjo to come to terms with who he really is and what he actually wants instead of chasing what he thinks he's supposed to want. I genuinely think he likes Mokyeon, but he's lashing out because he can't accept those feelings yet especially since they're complete opposites. And Mokyeon is literally emotionally stupid (bc of his trauma ofc but still)

Immediately. He has to go NOW.

Nanjo really is battling some hardcore denial rn. I think what makes it harder to swallow is the realization that he genuinely likes Mokyeon despite him being a pos. He knows he should hate him for everything he’s done however the chemistry and the feelings Nanjo has developed for Mokyeon are hard to deny and even harder to confront. He’s angry and not just at Mokyeon’s actions (he has every right to be) but he’s angry he likes him despite it (whether he realizes it or not yet). I think that after Mokyeons confession Nanjo is just going to toy with him the same way Mokyeon did with him in the beginning I want him to make Mokyeon BEGGGGG (and then make up pls I beg)