So like to start off the mc is an incel and like he literally goes on Twitter during work to tweet incel stuff. At his work, there's this very handsome guy(ml) that always have the ladies swooning over him and mc made a post about him?(I think I forgot if he did) One day, he accidentally left his computer open and the handsome guy found it and use it to blackmail him. Last time I read it it had 1 chap
So the mc is gay but he's in the closet so at work he wears a fake ring and he has a fictional wife he talks about to his co-workers to avoid any asking why he doesn't have a girlfriend yet.
So then his new client,the ml is someone he used to know. Like they met in the military then like smth happened and mc punched him?(I forgot) And the ml actually likes mc and he realized he's a maso bc of the punch iirc?
Context - The manga is about two ex classmates and childhood friend. (for the sake of understanding I am referring the characters as uke and seme, but they never actually had any s e x) Uke is the guy (extrovert) who confessed to seme, who is a serious, (more introvert) and later marries a woman. The artsyle is the classic old Japanese. It's in bla......
So essentially in this manga, the mc is a vtuber and his persona is very cheerful on screen but irl he is actually pretty gloomy.
And he has this manager that takes good care of him blah blah blah?
I read it on another web (yes that one sigh) and I'm pretty sure it didn't get officially translated yet? It's also a novel. So basically the mc is working his ass off irl to try to pay back the debt his dad left. Before that, they actually had a pretty good relationship but it fell apart.
And there's a secret that he keeps to himself which is there's this manhwa or novel or whatever he likes to read.
So one day he actually fainted due to work exhaustion and that he found himself waking up as one of the characters in the manhwa. But the thing is the character that he became actually dies a horrible death.
To explain the story, the mc in that story is like some super beautiful person that even his family worships (if I'm not wrong) and there's this duke (I'm not sure if he's the duke) who has a reputation of being cold-hearted so the mc wanted to get through him. In order to do that, he hired a ghostwriter to write letters to the duke for him.
Guys do we know that one one shot manga where both of them are in a ninja village and one day the village elder order like the bottom to use his body for missions bc his performance is low? And then he asks the top to train the bottom. And during the scene he fed him drug by a kiss too I think?