beta
chap 40 is genuinely my breaking point this bitch niel only thinks about himself, only cares about his own experiences with discrimination, has had years to ponder behaviours of other people but willingly stays stupid to b a victim to shit when he’s not. i can’t even get to the confession scene because he literally does not deserve love and kindness and i’m actually pissed that jensen would even consider this guy after how shit he was treated and cast aside off of dumbass assumptions. elle even tells him to be rational and it seems like he’s rlly gonna try then he immediately gives up the next scene bc he’s a little bitch. everyone around this whimpy crybaby deserves compensation. i’m actually mad dude it actually pisses me of to think ppl exist like this irl
Please read it again and understand because although I get how frustrating it was, Niel is also valid yknow? In the queer community, insecurities like this are normal but I’m also not saying that what Niel did (dictating one’s feelings) is good. What I’m trying to say is, you saying he doesn’t deserve love and shit like this truly says so much about you ...
literally dgaf
all bl authors think peak writing is making the ml be about to tell a secret that they held for good reason just to make the mc brush them off then get mad at them for not telling them sooner can we get rid of dumbass mcs i love minchan and i get him i do but it’s just so forced and tired now unnecessary shit is happening bc even after bihwan spilt his heart out to u and was abt to tell u smth u disregard it immediately fuckkkkkk sake