I just wasted my fckng time I feel so bad for MC. More now that I know his ending. So fckng tragic.
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No real redemption or begging, just "oh, I kinda learned my lesson by reading a self help book that said to listen to you so tell me if you don't like something"
MC heals by spending some alone time eating junk food ok an island but doesn't spend too much time alone and is magically better about being an omega, miscarriage, rape, assaults, batteries, torture, coercion, blackmail, whatever it is when someone lied to you about your dad being alive but they're dead and you've been writing to him for years...
OMGGG this shit is GOOD At first I couldn’t stand the humiliations with Jungwon, but I’ve genuinely never seen characters like them before. The bottom isn’t the stereotypical cute/funny one, and the top isn’t the stereotypical masculine one either. Their whole dynamic just feels so REAL?? Like these characters could actually exist, idk how to explain it The story is genuinely so good and I CANNOT wait for Sungbin to fall even harder for Jungwon and finally enter his pathetic yearning era PLEASEEE
I wasn’t sure if reading this was a good idea because on other sites literally ALL the comments were criticizing it and saying the author had serious problems but curiosity won and honestly… besides the unnecessary r*pe, the story is actually good so far.
And like y’all should’ve been fully aware of what you were getting into. This ain’t Cherry Blossoms After Winter type of BL this is PURE psychological, dark, and probably gonna get into gore. If you already know the genre and hate these kinds of stories, WHY are you reading it?? Criticism is valid obviously, but expecting a fluffy “healthy” romance from a psychological BL is crazy.
I REALLY hope the MC gets his revenge like breaking free from all of this trauma or manages to manipulate the ML because I’m TIRED of weak “bottoms” Give me an MC who actually fights back!! So far the ML hasn’t fully given me black flag yet, but I DO need that servant GONE
Also I love that the MC can manipulate people while simultaneously being the most depressing person alive like okay king use that trauma!! The story is actually pretty well written so far, soI’m gonna keep reading and see if it gets worse or staysgood.
Uhmm i ain’t reading 900 chapters my adhd won’t allow me. Will the artist continue with this series? or it’s dropped?
Gurl I have ADHD too, the trick to read novel is to play a music in the background and read. It helps me out a lot. You need to find your own music that helps you to calm down and shut the constant voices and thoughts.
I have 2 playlist for reading, one is kpop or foreign language songs and the other is soft piano music. Give it a try and makes sure your playlist is like 3 hours long or something so that the songs are not looped cause that can break the concentration










Omgggggggggg I was NOT expecting the Uke to be the toxic one What exactly did he do??? This just made the story sooo much more interesting, I need to know everything!!!Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)