It had a green haired man and a black haired man ( idk if its black) still in highschool are besties and one of them has no parents and i remember there being a scene where black haired dude had a fever and green haired dude kissed him or it was the other way around . Its a bl , also has a second relatipnship, it also has yaoi,also has an anime adaptation, idrk any of the other details. I remember asking this question a long time ago but i dont see my question here on the site
Like i know what it means but just not to the fullest
A good chasing arc for me is if person A wrongs person B, then person B cuts person A out of their life and person A feels awful and is basically groveling for person B to forgive and person B keeps rejecting it. Eventually person A becomes a better person and person B forgives them. I get so annoyed when person B forgives so easily !!
Idrk if its a bl but its abt two friends and one gets chosen by the lord as an angel and he gets taken in ten days but his other friend wants him to stay with him so he starts yk defiling him and as the days go by his 5 senses slowly goes away and i think there was a threesome in there? Its really angsty and sad please help me find this

Recommendation pls :
Angsty bl with a chasing plot that doesnt have sex in every 2 chapters,a bottom thats defenseless and stupid,and an abusive top. Also when i said Angsty i meant ANGSTY plot like very angsty to point where your lit crying
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/december_rain/
My heart still aches for them, i'm weeping bitterly
You ever read this before?
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/cosmic_boy/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
In the above the ml used to bully him but the mc was not defenseless and stupid? Same with this one. The mc is not defenseless and stupid but the ml made the mc suffer a lot. Both have a chasing plot and can make you cry.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/murderer_llewellyn_s_enchanting_dinner_invitation/