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pesto August 11, 2026 7:20 pm

can someone j spoil this for me lmfao with the novel or the raw i genuinely can’t read this but i need to know how it ends…

    ocarinas August 11, 2026 7:29 pm

    they both die

    xinlu August 11, 2026 8:44 pm
    they both die ocarinas

    one of them does commit suicide but they got saved

    pesto August 11, 2026 10:57 pm
    one of them does commit suicide but they got saved xinlu

    was it jiwook bc i was lowkey hoping he would commit put him out of his own misery and give the other one misery instead type shit

    xinlu August 11, 2026 11:48 pm
    was it jiwook bc i was lowkey hoping he would commit put him out of his own misery and give the other one misery instead type shit pesto

    Bro I wish the same too. It is jiwook and this happens half way through the side stories and the reason he committed but got saved wasn’t cuz of juyeon but a specific event that will happen towards the end of this season

    xinlu August 11, 2026 11:49 pm
    Bro I wish the same too. It is jiwook and this happens half way through the side stories and the reason he committed but got saved wasn’t cuz of juyeon but a specific event that will happen towards the end of... xinlu

    I don’t want to give u spoilers just incase if u weren’t asking for them

    pesto August 12, 2026 12:41 am
    I don’t want to give u spoilers just incase if u weren’t asking for them xinlu

    i appreciate ur caution!! i read through most of it but after the gang bang i skimmed through the rest of the chapters bc it was too much for me lol but plz tell me! im curious on how everything goes down <3

    ocarinas August 12, 2026 3:13 am
    one of them does commit suicide but they got saved xinlu

    I never read this, I just wanted to lie

    pesto August 12, 2026 3:33 am
    I never read this, I just wanted to lie ocarinas

    LMAOOOOOO

    xinlu August 12, 2026 9:39 am
    I never read this, I just wanted to lie ocarinas

    Fairs

    xinlu August 12, 2026 9:41 am
    i appreciate ur caution!! i read through most of it but after the gang bang i skimmed through the rest of the chapters bc it was too much for me lol but plz tell me! im curious on how everything goes down <... pesto

    Are u talking about the one in s1 or s2 towards the end

    pesto August 12, 2026 4:32 pm
    Are u talking about the one in s1 or s2 towards the end xinlu

    for the gang bang? i thought there was just one lmfao… wow… is that the event that leads jiwook to khs?

    xinlu August 12, 2026 6:40 pm
    for the gang bang? i thought there was just one lmfao… wow… is that the event that leads jiwook to khs? pesto

    yh pretty much since in ch25 in the novel is the gang bang but more ppl will be involved plus kim suyeok but he was tied up saw all he could do was witness what was hapining to jiwook since he was trying to help him escape juyeons grasp but failed. also when he was tied he was verry beaten up so he coudnt rlly do anything, plus juyeon was near beside suyeok talking about his past with himself and jiwook which lead to the decison of suyeok no longer to be associated with jiwook ever again. to answer ur question about the suicide jiwook manges to strangle himself with a cloth due the fact he had ptsd and other disorders as well. juyeon did manage to save jiwook before it was too late. ( ̄へ ̄)

    pesto August 12, 2026 7:05 pm
    yh pretty much since in ch25 in the novel is the gang bang but more ppl will be involved plus kim suyeok but he was tied up saw all he could do was witness what was hapining to jiwook since he was trying to hel... xinlu

    fuckkkkkk omg just angst hurt no comfort omg… thank u for letting me know what happens

    xinlu August 12, 2026 7:36 pm

    np :)

pesto August 9, 2026 5:46 am

really really enjoy that this yaoi doesn’t follow the heteronormative pipeline of a feminized uke who is weak/has feminine traits(super thin eyebrows, crazy amt of eyelashes, frail body/etc) and yeon is just the complete opposite. bulky, funny, strong asf, and can protect himself and yeon is a little more feminine (still 6’2… and a man… let’s not forget) like… it’s just so refreshing????? their dynamic is so nice to see it’s like goddamn water in the desert like shit. love to see a yaoi where they’re both MEN

    knifedoll August 9, 2026 6:21 am

    i agree but just wanted to point out that feminized men are still men. femininity in a man does not make him any less of a man. i prefer muscular bottoms too but yeah that last sentence was not it

    pesto August 9, 2026 8:23 pm
    i agree but just wanted to point out that feminized men are still men. femininity in a man does not make him any less of a man. i prefer muscular bottoms too but yeah that last sentence was not it knifedoll

    nahhhh i get what u mean and how it could’ve seemed like that.. prob not the best wording on my part;; i just think that within yaoi it doesn’t give femboy but heteronormative perspective?? when 90% of yaoi follows this it doesn’t feel mlm but straight with a fetish

    pesto August 9, 2026 8:59 pm
    nahhhh i get what u mean and how it could’ve seemed like that.. prob not the best wording on my part;; i just think that within yaoi it doesn’t give femboy but heteronormative perspective?? when 90% of yaoi... pesto

    i feel like the more i talk the worse it gets… i agree 100% with what you said (i should’ve worded it better…) i just wish there wasn’t a common theme in yaoi where the bottom was always the feminine one. i enjoyed this one bc the top had more feminine features instead which is unfortunately not seen that often

    knifedoll August 9, 2026 9:12 pm
    i feel like the more i talk the worse it gets… i agree 100% with what you said (i should’ve worded it better…) i just wish there wasn’t a common theme in yaoi where the bottom was always the feminine on... pesto

    no girl omg i get u sm i hate when heteronormative roles are placed on relationships which ARENT hetero. you'll see it in yaoi where one guy is feminized and the other guy is 'masculine', in yuri where one girl is made masculine or masc as if two feminine girls, two feminine guys, two masculine guys or girls cannot exist in a relationship.

    its exhausting, and thats why i always prefer beefy top x beefy bottom!! love me some masculine bottom :33

    also i got the message so its all ok, mix ups happen all the time dw about it and my bad for jumping to conclusions <3

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Mikhail January 27, 2026 11:19 pm

Been on here since 2018, heard they were bringing back oldest accs first for the bookmarks or whatever so wanted to update anyone who was curious that my already read list is back up! Not fully, but getting there

Mikhail January 16, 2026 4:16 pm

hello everyone… there was this manhua i read a few years back that was lowk peak and i forgot the name.. it was abt this one idol from this washed up bg and he got into an accident and reincarnated as this literal stud that joins a group and they become hella famous. it’s j peak and i can’t remember the name, the guy used to be a brunette and when he got reincarnated he has a dark blue color for his hair :P

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