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routhbabe July 23, 2026 3:58 am

the parallel between the first scene of the entire BL of them in the alleyway and now

routhbabe July 13, 2026 12:47 am

best story ever!!!
i lowkey really want a side story with nico and his bf with nico getting topped. lol

routhbabe July 12, 2026 6:41 pm

What a mess this has become. I've never read the novel obviously. But this is sooo ridiculous. He pities him for who he's become? THIS WAS YOUR FAULT!!!! how could you abuse and rape him so much and not expect him to turn docile? it's insane. Honestly whatever he did is nothing compared to how he's being treated now. I've completely forgotten what he did to him because of how horrible all this is didn't he just harass him because he was drunk?? tried to sleep with him while he was drunk???
Like when you really look back after all of this, you realize it's been blown way out of proportion. it wasn't right by any means, but what he did as "revenge" is absolutely insane.
I'm hate reading the hell out of this

    yas July 12, 2026 6:45 pm

    “i’ve never read the novel” yeah i can tell

    pickles July 12, 2026 6:49 pm
    “i’ve never read the novel” yeah i can tell yas

    fr

    xxRLayla584 July 12, 2026 6:54 pm

    "whatever he did is nothing compared to how he's being treated now" oh boy u can't be more wrong than this

    Meeru July 12, 2026 7:16 pm
    “i’ve never read the novel” yeah i can tell yas

    I’ve also never read the novel but I’ve read the whole synopsis. What happened to him was terrible but getting mc gangr4ped just increased the number of r4pists. I would have digested it if he was the only one doing everything cuz it was his revenge and mc’s punishment but letting others join, making more r4pists is disgusting. Yes let’s forget all the other bad guys cuz it doesn’t matter. ‘It’s fictional’ y’all are disgusting for finding it alright. It’s just r4pe fetish story

    pickles July 12, 2026 7:19 pm
    I’ve also never read the novel but I’ve read the whole synopsis. What happened to him was terrible but getting mc gangr4ped just increased the number of r4pists. I would have digested it if he was the only ... Meeru

    SO FUCKING FORREAL people say its psychological BUT IYS JUST AN EXCUSE TO MAKE SUCH RAPE SHIT STORY AAA

    yas July 12, 2026 9:12 pm
    I’ve also never read the novel but I’ve read the whole synopsis. What happened to him was terrible but getting mc gangr4ped just increased the number of r4pists. I would have digested it if he was the only ... Meeru

    i agree it’s definitely a story to satisfy a fetish but the psychological aspects make sense. i don’t think a victim of a gang rape himself which ended up ruining both his and his mothers lives would be thinking rationally at all towards the ring leader of his own trauma. he wants to ruin jiwooks life and make him suffer as much as possible, and putting him in the same situation he was put isn’t a crazy turn of events. in fact this chapter started to bring in his own cognitive dissonance of what he thinks he needs to do bc of his trauma and how he actually feels. he’s not right but it makes a lot of sense

routhbabe July 12, 2026 2:24 am

FUCKKKK Im lowkey invested now... Ngl the sex got boring.
im not really looking forward to the marriage thing, i think its a little insane and out of character for ahjussi but i guess enough time has passed and he trusts yu-an enough to do it. what i AM looking forward to is how they finally resolve the thing with his business and the mafia hes a part of or whatever

    Leslie32666 July 12, 2026 5:58 am

    I dont think he wanted to ask the mc to marry him, maybe like a confession ring? Like I love you, here's a promise ring

routhbabe July 11, 2026 3:32 pm

the author is probably racist asf and doesn't know how to draw dark skinned ppl they seem to be able to color every character perfectly fine (besides the chairman bc for some reason he's impossibly pale). unless the "grey guy" isn't some supernatural character, there's no reason for him to literally be GREY.....

routhbabe July 10, 2026 3:21 am

this is a great twist and honestly i'm shocked , but isn't kang an olympic level judo master? If anything, he just shouldn't have turned his back. he would've definitely been able to take down the stalker.
i know this was to add some suspension and introduce the climax of the story, but it shouldn't have been at the expense of kang's character.

routhbabe July 9, 2026 4:38 am

wow. It like blows my mind how absolutely insane this story is. To be honest at first I thought it was some like oneshot about an old guy being gangraped, but this is like. Insane. Absolutely ridiculous. Everything about it is a fever dream. Its grungy, realistic artstyle makes everything more jarring. It's such a painful read, but i have to give this story kudos. it doesn't take itself seriously whatsoever, and it executes this ridiculous idea pretty well. I'm just frustrated it's been dragged on for so long in IF. I seriously cried at the end of IF, I'm not even sure what for. i hope these guys get a happy ending. too bad hoojang has stockholm syndrome now..
Looking forward to the new side story. It'll be unpredictable, just like ricky.

    rosesvvls July 16, 2026 10:04 pm

    bro me too I genuiely camt stop crying I thought It was jst gonna be like gangraped so I didnt had high expectations but the more I read the side story was just amazing for me like I cant stop crying like I love the character development and how like the end like bro it was so beautiful like tje ocean like I cant stop crying bro like omfg like I just cant bro like it was fr a painful read I didnt expected that ending at all or the story to progress to that

    routhbabe July 17, 2026 1:08 am
    bro me too I genuiely camt stop crying I thought It was jst gonna be like gangraped so I didnt had high expectations but the more I read the side story was just amazing for me like I cant stop crying like I lov... rosesvvls

    literally same. It gave me feelings I've never felt before. What seemed so shallow at the beginning (sex, violence , drugs, etc) became so much more, especially through ricky and hoojang. despite everything, and the tears, i really enjoyed it. the ending was amazing

routhbabe July 2, 2026 1:39 am

omfggg it seriously hurts to read this. i always get such a horrible feeling of dread. i hope this doesn't end up like sadistic beauty's BL side story where the victim just goes back to the abuser... i want him to escape!!!

    Devi frenz July 2, 2026 1:45 am

    Theyll end up together. Its horrifying

    Godblessus July 2, 2026 2:41 am

    Girl/bro, it gets worse and worse for the bottom. And also horrible for the top.

    routhbabe July 2, 2026 2:48 am
    Girl/bro, it gets worse and worse for the bottom. And also horrible for the top. Godblessus

    lmfaoo what's with the gendering , ur weird
    i actually did forget that this is based on a novel. i'm looking forward to seeing that abuser suffer

    Godblessus July 2, 2026 4:57 am
    lmfaoo what's with the gendering , ur weird i actually did forget that this is based on a novel. i'm looking forward to seeing that abuser suffer routhbabe

    Just tryna be sensitive on our illegal BL website
    ¯__(ツ)__/¯

    Also he only suffers in the past in flashbacks. The abuser doesn't suffer in present day.

    Max July 2, 2026 6:03 am
    lmfaoo what's with the gendering , ur weird i actually did forget that this is based on a novel. i'm looking forward to seeing that abuser suffer routhbabe

    He’s not gonna suffer. The most he suffers has already happened to him at the hands of the bottom.

    Devi frenz July 2, 2026 2:30 pm
    He’s not gonna suffer. The most he suffers has already happened to him at the hands of the bottom. Max

    Yup

routhbabe June 24, 2026 5:07 am

i really really want daiki to win now. i'd cry if he didn't!! he really deserves it!!! i know he's not going to win because he's not the main character but god does daiki deserve the win.
also, i'm glad it's not a love triangle situation. i was worried it was going to be , but i like this direction the story is heading instead.

routhbabe June 24, 2026 4:59 am

i'm so happy a new chapter came out!! so excited to see what happens next!
i always loved how real this BL is. it's very factual/accurate about the bdsm themes and they're not in a toxic relationship—whatever problems they have they're quick to communicate and talk thru it.
i always had one complaint though. its so nitpicky. but for me , mr. kang does not look his age. i wish he looked older. just more wrinkles on his face, or eyebags or something. he's supposed to be way older i'm pretty sure than his partner so i'd like for it to show!!

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