What a mess this has become. I've never read the novel obviously. But this is sooo ridiculous. He pities him for who he's become? THIS WAS YOUR FAULT!!!! how could you abuse and rape him so much and not expect him to turn docile? it's insane. Honestly whatever he did is nothing compared to how he's being treated now. I've completely forgotten what he did to him because of how horrible all this is didn't he just harass him because he was drunk?? tried to sleep with him while he was drunk???
Like when you really look back after all of this, you realize it's been blown way out of proportion. it wasn't right by any means, but what he did as "revenge" is absolutely insane.
I'm hate reading the hell out of this
I’ve also never read the novel but I’ve read the whole synopsis. What happened to him was terrible but getting mc gangr4ped just increased the number of r4pists. I would have digested it if he was the only one doing everything cuz it was his revenge and mc’s punishment but letting others join, making more r4pists is disgusting. Yes let’s forget all the other bad guys cuz it doesn’t matter. ‘It’s fictional’ y’all are disgusting for finding it alright. It’s just r4pe fetish story
i agree it’s definitely a story to satisfy a fetish but the psychological aspects make sense. i don’t think a victim of a gang rape himself which ended up ruining both his and his mothers lives would be thinking rationally at all towards the ring leader of his own trauma. he wants to ruin jiwooks life and make him suffer as much as possible, and putting him in the same situation he was put isn’t a crazy turn of events. in fact this chapter started to bring in his own cognitive dissonance of what he thinks he needs to do bc of his trauma and how he actually feels. he’s not right but it makes a lot of sense
FUCKKKK Im lowkey invested now... Ngl the sex got boring.
im not really looking forward to the marriage thing, i think its a little insane and out of character for ahjussi but i guess enough time has passed and he trusts yu-an enough to do it. what i AM looking forward to is how they finally resolve the thing with his business and the mafia hes a part of or whatever
the author is probably racist asf and doesn't know how to draw dark skinned ppl they seem to be able to color every character perfectly fine (besides the chairman bc for some reason he's impossibly pale). unless the "grey guy" isn't some supernatural character, there's no reason for him to literally be GREY.....
this is a great twist and honestly i'm shocked , but isn't kang an olympic level judo master? If anything, he just shouldn't have turned his back. he would've definitely been able to take down the stalker.
i know this was to add some suspension and introduce the climax of the story, but it shouldn't have been at the expense of kang's character.
wow. It like blows my mind how absolutely insane this story is. To be honest at first I thought it was some like oneshot about an old guy being gangraped, but this is like. Insane. Absolutely ridiculous. Everything about it is a fever dream. Its grungy, realistic artstyle makes everything more jarring. It's such a painful read, but i have to give this story kudos. it doesn't take itself seriously whatsoever, and it executes this ridiculous idea pretty well. I'm just frustrated it's been dragged on for so long in IF. I seriously cried at the end of IF, I'm not even sure what for. i hope these guys get a happy ending. too bad hoojang has stockholm syndrome now..
Looking forward to the new side story. It'll be unpredictable, just like ricky.
bro me too I genuiely camt stop crying I thought It was jst gonna be like gangraped so I didnt had high expectations but the more I read the side story was just amazing for me like I cant stop crying like I love the character development and how like the end like bro it was so beautiful like tje ocean like I cant stop crying bro like omfg like I just cant bro like it was fr a painful read I didnt expected that ending at all or the story to progress to that
i really really want daiki to win now. i'd cry if he didn't!! he really deserves it!!! i know he's not going to win because he's not the main character but god does daiki deserve the win.
also, i'm glad it's not a love triangle situation. i was worried it was going to be , but i like this direction the story is heading instead.
i'm so happy a new chapter came out!! so excited to see what happens next!
i always loved how real this BL is. it's very factual/accurate about the bdsm themes and they're not in a toxic relationship—whatever problems they have they're quick to communicate and talk thru it.
i always had one complaint though. its so nitpicky. but for me , mr. kang does not look his age. i wish he looked older. just more wrinkles on his face, or eyebags or something. he's supposed to be way older i'm pretty sure than his partner so i'd like for it to show!!








the parallel between the first scene of the entire BL of them in the alleyway and now