It is a bl and the main character works in law and the male lead is a detective (works in police department)
The main character has trauma from when he was a child- probably about a murder? and he is uncomfortable with skin to skin contact and has a very secretive/shy? personality.
A specific scene I remember is a convo the two had where the mc is clearly upset, ml asks if he feels upset about the punishment he gave to a young offender but the response the mc gives surprises the ml as the punishment he gave was more lenient than he expected since the mc was so upset.
I rllyyyy hope this is enough info to find the manhwa Im thinking of... I'll eternally grateful to the person who does <3333
I read it all in about 3 hours. Ending left me unsatisfied and with so many questions. My mind will be changed if there are side stories, it just feels incomplete like this!!!