1. Why do people dislike this story? I see some mentioning pedophilia, repetitive smut(?).
2. How bad is this story when it comes to SA/Rape compared to other BLs out there like Swallow You Whole, Love Jinx, Painter of the Night, etc.
3. Is it very angst driven or 50/50?
4. Love triangle/third party bull shit? Or any cheating
Thanks!
1. no, there isn't any pedophilia (the mc is older than the ml even tho he looks so young). for the repetitive smut, it's bcs they love each other so much therefore they make love so often (but each time they do it, it feels fresh & yummey so u won't get bored)
2. as far as i remember, i don't recall any sa's happening. but do cmiiw
3. nooo, this story just full of fluff. but maybe the angst come from their backstory (that kinda stuff), but overall this story is full of fluff
4. no dw-!! everyone is committed to their partner only & love each other deeply!
Well tiancai was already married to taiya at that time so he would've made him pregnant for keeping him bounded. It can be considered a crime to forcefully (or without other partner knowing) to make someone pregg in realy life but ig it's just a story and tiancai forgiving taiya within 2 seconds means deep down he wanted the pregnancy...
MC gets railed by the ugly blonde + heart guy watches and holds onto MC. No double penetration. We see the head guy at last, and holy he is fine. He has kind of like Frankenstein attached head.
All the three lovers are gathered now, and MC is finally processing things and takes his gun out—pointing it at them.
Blondie is tied up in the next scene, not sure why. All three gathered in one room. Head guy is nonchalantly reading a book, and the heart guy is basically MC’s bodyguard.
We see flashbacks to MC’s love life with his dead lover, and wow it’s so wholesome than I expected. It looks like they were childhood friends or known each other since childhood.
MC points his gun at the head guy, and the head guy pressed his own forehead against it. MC sees his dead lover in him, so he doesn’t continue.
—Up to CH 6 on B@to Indonesian raws.
I heard MC awakens as a SS tier or something Guide, what chapter in novel is that?
Spoiler!!!!! Around 200
It always implies that he is better than normal S class and remember he and Andante are the only one with pheromones even if Ano the SS class guide before he got SS because he has 2 skills (guide + defense) but Hyoseop is just guide so people thought he was just a really good S class but he is actually SS class with solely guide ability but it is ++++ lol
Let’s clear some things up.
Sasya never slept with anyone else, including the sponsor, during the time of separation with Karel. I remember another novel reader mentioning that.
The thing with the sponsor only went as far as touching, but it wasn’t like Sasya wanted it. He didn’t enjoy any of the touches, and did it for his work.
Sasya did not initiate the kiss in ch 82, it was Guidin that forced it upon and we don’t see the kissing scene, just mentioned with Karel seeing it.
Blaming and bashing Sasya for this without reading properly is wild. You do not need to love Sasya because I don’t either, however, it’s important to not misinform.
It’s so common in a lot of the East Asian media/culture/stories I’ve seen and read. Naturally with how normalized this has become, even outside of East Asian media, people shame the victim more often. I think when it comes to BL, a lot of Korean women authors vent out in the stories they make (men x men rape etc) due to them being pressured to be the one who takes it all, the one that has to be pure.
I’m just shocked at how bad the people are when it comes to comprehension and admitting fault. Blaming the victim is cherry on top. Sasya did what he had to for his work, his passion. Even if he did sleep with the sponsor, he wasn’t with Karel and isn’t obligated to be.
If he’s not “pure” during their separation, is he ugly to them or what? It’s a very harmful perspective to have.
Forgive my yapping. Adding on— this is coming from someone who was raised in a highly conservative/traditional Asian household, being pure is a daughter’s dignity. I don’t promote sleeping around irresponsibly, but there’s balance. As the eldest brother, I won’t stop my sisters or anyone from doing what they are happy/consenting to do. Not how it works.
The reader made it sound like Sasya was obligated to be pure, and it’s difficult for me to understand that mindset. Obviously Sasya has his faults, but it’s definitely not to do with the sponsor/sexual.








Sorry I don’t get the whole ‘ML whore around so MC should too’.
So I should be a slut if my future partner (that I don’t even know would be my life companion) is a slut? Um.
Like I get we’re upset at ML but genuinely they aren’t together. I don’t think either of them even loves each other? I haven’t read latest yet so correct me if wrong.
Either ways. I get where the anger is coming from. I guess it has to do with this whole tops being manwhores whereas bottoms have to be some Virgin Mary sue. I also hate that, in fact I hate any with inexperienced x experienced.
I much prefer two sluts.
They definitely like eachother and both struggling with their feelings for eachother. Can’t say for sure that it’s love yet but it’s getting there. But still, it’s only a problem when your partner has a problem with it. And if they do you either stop or break up because you’re not compatible. These people are acting like the ML chained the MC to himself and is forcing him to dare him . MC isn’t even that bad, he’s just a dumbass which is why I like his character