Um um mixed feelings actually. I hate the bottom because I was into a relationship like that lol but it doesn't end that well. So kinda mixed opinion
I used be like mokyeon after my first breakup. Al*ohol, self h*rm and did everything for that person just get some love even after breakup. I understand nanjo so much that I hate myself for it. The confession he made in the car, was so similar to mine that I cried too much. They can never make me hate him. And it's not manipulation, it's just like someone who don't know how to love properly. I came as same background as him, I can understand so yall shut your ass before hating on him.
I hope you are okay now, I too went with something similar, obviously I am not trying to compare our pain, but as it was very difficult for me maybe I understand even a little bit of your pain
That was my first relationship, after that I got into another healthy relationship but it too ended as we wanted different things, right now I am single for more than 4 years and I still feel very fulfilled, do you know why, I started to love myself, that was one of the things missing from me, so I started doing it
I hope you overcome all your pain and suffering and come out of it much more stronger
im not trying to be okay so it's okay for now. But absolutely thank you for asking and hoping. I've gone through way more shit than that. Currently im trying to get my life together that's all
Three months? Im gonna cry bye