I’ve been avoiding reading this for the longest time because I could tell it was going to be so sad and I was right, I cried while reading this both of them deserve so much better I want them to stay together but I know that it’s better for the both of them to break up at least until both of them learn how to love I genuinely want an ending where they stay together but I know deep down that it won’t happen.
I’ve ready like crazy stuff like this but this omg I had to stop and give myself a moment cause of how crazy this is, I know what the bottom did was bad but idk how to feel about this
*Novel spoilers*
When they were younger the top confessed to the bottom but the bottom was scared/disgusted of what people would think so he rejected him and had his friend group gang rape the top and then sent pictures of it to his mom which caused his mom to crash out leading to her ending up in the hospital






NO FREAKING WAY NO HES NOT DEAD HE CANT BE THIS HAS TO BE FAKE IM CRYING HE BETTER BE ALIVE OR I SWEAR HES ALIVE TRUST ME HE HAS TO BE THIS BETTER NOT BE SOME HAUNTING THE NARRATIVE TYPE STUFF IIF HES DEAD IM DONE READING THIS DUDE I NEED HIM ALIVE