I dropped this a long time ago but what the hell is this mess oh my good lord... I only read the latest chapter so i dont know what actually happened after i dropped it.
i lowkey disliked the mc before and i think i still do he doesnt even get that ring off his finger and then has the audacity to act hurt when sihyun doesnt understand his feelings. Bro probably thinks they are in an open relationship or something since chapter 1. And the choking at the end didnt feel like a bdsm thing at all, he just wanted to take his anger out of sihyun instead of communicating like a normal person. Sihyun might be the dumbest bitch ever but mc is a bigger loser because he doesnt know how to communicate at alllll and now he is going for the abuse route too so great! Another manhwa out of my reading list i guess
Also no ia disagree that mc doesny know jow to communicate because ml is always misunderstanding things on his owna nd never communicates about it with mc like never has he told mc what hes thinking so i think its reasinable for mc to be sk lost in this relationship where he though he was dating someine and his oartner loved him but turns out sihyun just admitted that with "why do we need love" if anyone is to be frustrated with its sihyun. Hopefilly tho mc wont ogsucally take out his anger on ml
Like i said i dropped this ages ago so i dont actually know what happened between the two after i dropped it but based on the last update, it still looks like they both suck at communication but the reason why i blame the mc more is because he never truly made sihyun feel secure with himself like sihyun thinks he is sidepiece since day one but mc never made any effort to make him think otherwise and he actually made it worse by staying quiet for this long. I dropped this halfway through so i still remember most of the reasons for their miscommunications and when i dropped it, i was frustrated with the mc's lack of communication skills and sihyun's incredible ability to misunderstand the dumbest stuff. But i still wanted to come back and see if anything has changed but sadly they are still dumber than ever. I think they both (especially sihyun) are not ready to be in a relationship at all. Sihyun looks like he has some underlying trauma and abandonment issues hence why he acts the way he is and god knows what is wrong with the mc (i forgot his name). Their misunderstandings were funny for like the first 20 chapters but after that it kinda sucked. ----- oh also when you say mc told sihyun that he broke the engagement off, did he actually explain it to him like that? Because irrc he wasnt even in a relationship in the first place so what's he breaking off exactly? Did he straight up lie? (Please correct me if i remember it wrong)
I agree although the mc clearly communicating about the dating part (thought the ml didn’t even get that they dating) but in the end he didn’t even cleared anything to the ML he didn’t even admitted that he doesn’t have a partner wherein the ML still thought that he still a sidekick and why the fuck he still wearing the ring of course the ml will overthink things. ( ̄へ ̄)
Damn the memories are coming back... I forgot characters' names but i remember putting the pink haired guy's picture as my pfp for whatsapp bc he was my favorite character and i wanted someone from my class (who i suspected was a bl fan since she was in the art community) to notice it and she actually did we started talking about our favorite BLs for a while after that. It felt so good to find someone who shares my interests bc reading bls wasn't common in my country at that time
I lost sleep because i decided to give this one more chance but i understand why i dropped it after reading for 3 chapters. I'm on chapter 51 right now and patiently waited so that he could finally get a taste of his own medicine but no. He still the same old shitty person and he doesnt intend to change at all. I mean i already lost hope after like chapter 10 but damn he is truly a lost case. He is a loser. A mean-spirited guy with zero personality, A manwhore. A homophobic asshole. A manipulative bitch. A rapist disgusting pig. The writing is so shitty too like im genuinely so pissed off rn... I dont even want to see this bitch's redemption arc he is so disgusting. After like 45 chapters he suddenly realizes that he actually has feelings for garam but im not even sure that its garam that he likes. He should get married with garams ass if he loves it so much. disgusting whore. And he has the audacity to say " oh he never smiles around me like that" on chapter 50... Gee i wonder WHY????? MAYBE BECAUSE YOU ARE A FUCKING RAPIST, ABUSIVE, HOMOPHOBIC ASSHOLE????? IM GOING BACK TO SLEEP AND I HOPE YOU TURN INTO DUST WHEN I WAKE UP BITCH. And i hope your dick gets stuck in a meat grinder. Goodfucking night.
*snap* Sigh i need to update my list again
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1fNSzK2eepqbxabaI65I4Y3QYYFlwNjZCP0I_NzBFjUk/edit?usp=drivesdk. >>>in case anyone needs the list









Oh im hookeddddd