This story is so overwhelming I feel kinda queasy now... At this point, I don't even know what to do with my emotions about this novel... But it was still an interesting read... Had more potential for more magical settings though imo... I mean! There's all kinds of magical settings in this novel so why no tiny bit of rewinding time or something?? But yeah some stories are best left as they are....
Not all stories are meant to be HE and I liked this realistic part of this whole novel... How it was doomed to be a spiralling abyss anyways...
Welp the bar owner started off as somebody's replacement in the first place what'd you expect??
I still feel real bad for him...
And even for Yachiyo... Like I don't blame him either cuz you can't keep hanging on onto someone who doesn't feel the same way right? Gotta move on... But feelings aren't something you just get over however you want... Feel kinda bad for the woman he married at though... Like she doesn't deserve to be caught up in all this
And Touji himself was just growing and going through phases of discovering himself and learning about his feelings... He used to be straight... The phases of discovering yourself and what you want is always confusing and scary...
I'm not really that torn and I know Kiyoto will def end up with somebody amazing!











Why'd he kill people? What was his agenda before he met Kail? So many things left unexplained!!!!
This had potential for more (sigh)
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