You sound totally normal to me. You're using dark romance the same way people watch true crime or horror movies to safely explore intense emotions, complex psychology, and taboo scenarios. You KNOW it's fiction and you KNOW it's messed up in real life. The fact you're SELF AWARE proves you understand the difference of fiction and reality better tha......
Don't listen to these performative new-gen wokejoshi tourist losers OP, you're notmal, just because you enjoy reading some dark fiction dark BL dead dove do not eat FICTIONAL BLs in your free time doesn't make you a hellspawn like these wokejoshi twatter girlies like to cry wolf about.
Us tradjoshis gotta stick together, let's go back to reading ......