I always wonder that about myself and I’ve built a 4 year relationship, while still holding that question
I can understand that, not knowing how to get along and ending up a loner. How he was bullied because of it and how it felt like lying to tell them what they wanted to hear. It hit so hard Especially since I’ve decided to try and live like that after years of failing because I’m too honest and blunt. If we are wore down enough in life we lose ourselves and if you’ve already lost who you were and come to hate yourself, why keep fighting a losing battle. Being alone hurts and being yourself hurts. I’m going to start dealing with life like a deck of cards and using the right hand to get by in each situation.
"If we are wore down enough in life we lose ourselves and if you’ve already lost who you were and come to hate yourself, why keep fighting a losing battle. Being alone hurts and being yourself hurts." This hit me like a fucking bus, mate.
Sometimes I feel like I'd rather be alone than lose myself. But as for most things, easier said than done.
Very true. Sometimes you’re afraid to show who you are because you know in the end every one leaves