idk why but I understand her struggles. everyone despised her eye color. it's one of her insecurity. but somehow with the ml, she felt accepted. during the sex with how the ml said don't look away when her entire life she's insecure with her eye color. although I fucking hate how the miscommunication is being dragged on forever. Just end it already bruhh. LIKE COMMUNICATE. AHHHAHAIAISISKSKWKKEKDJJDDJ.
the ml is trash asf at first, still are. but I wouldn't call him stupid. he saw those photos of her with someone. its valid for him to assume she had been w someone for the last five years. BUT THE MISCOMMUNICATION UGH. plus he called her his toy. I'm not surprised but I guess his first impression on her is her eye color. fuck why do I torture myself with this kind of story
she's literally a masochist she's obsessed being hurt.
A woman that have a different choice but never thinking about it. and still thinking about Fantasy
I just finished reading the novel and the ahjussi is a fucking asshole. I don't care if you think he “grovel”. he barely did anything. six months is all it took for that naive fmc to date him back lol. and btw, he still didn't care about her feelings. fmc said she wanted to do sex romantically but this asshole just smiled mockingly and said "who would have sex like that?" something like that and fuck her mercilessly. fuck this shit.
Please spoil me the ending
And some people rlly said that they like the mister way better and are glad they ended up together like ????? Are we reading the same shit
Right, I got mad.. After I read.
fmc and ahjussi got back together and during the time ahjussi and fmc weren't together, she's with the blonde guy. they're like in a relationship HOWEVER this guy couldn't be with her anymore because she can't get wet like how she used to. after she got assaulted so bad by the ahjussi, her body couldn't register pleasure, only pain. the blonde guy said he felt his pride is being stomped over whenever they had to use love gel for lubrication.
one time, ahjussi came to her apartment building because he saw the blonde guy left. that time, he was mad and demanded answer. he kissed fmc and afterwards fmc felt repulsed by it and ran to the bathroom. she knocked something and it shatter but she ignored it and continue to walk over the shards. fmc shouted many times for ahjussi to leave and he did leave with a pathetic look like he's guilty about what he did.
In the end, ahjussi divorced his wife and went to meet fmc who called him when she wanted to move out. he got to his knees and bla bla but fmc didn't budge so he accepted her decision.
if the “grovel” chapter is out, y'all should see how he “grovel” but I think it's going to take a long time since we're still in ch 25.
Are they end game???? Noooo
damnnnn.... fucking weirdo getting everything after "groveling"
Oh so is the blonde guy no good either? He really is with her only for the sex?
plsss let us know!! i was hoping that the blonde guy was actually genuine and does not have an ill intention
idk how to say it to y'all. y'all need to read it yourself to understand but for me, sml is good with her.
although... one time, they were having sex n fmc said many times to sml to wait and stop because she felt uncomfortable but sml was oblivious and continue to fuck her. at this moment is also when sml walked out of the room because he's frustrated about fmcs struggles to get wet.
a half of a month passed n they met again. fmc was working at a convenience store n sml walked in. after her shift, they sat outside and eat together. that was the moment sml said “do you think we can be just fine if we stay as friends?" fmc was like "huh..?" AND sml said "you can't even have sex anymore." fmc said "it's not like I can't, I just can't do it often." sml just chuckled dryly at her "excuse".
sml said that fmc enjoyed the thrill of the tension between him and ahjussi. he says it turns him on but as time went by, he doesn't just want that. he wanted more from her but it's just fmc that doesn't want anything from him. mind you, he doesn't know what ahjussi did to fmc. he said that's why their relationship is screwed up.
I forgot to add more.
so right now, they're breaking up. fmc said it would've been better if he had cursed her out or get angry at her.
I wish I can put photos here ugh. I really want y'all to read what I read so you guys can understand better. my explanation is bad but the sml has good intentions towards fmc. it's just how he felt disappointed at how their relationship is going after ahjussi left.
I appreciate you responding! <3 This is one long text to type. I started reading upto the part of where the manhwa left off. But I am not used to the formatting. I’ll try again cuz with the hiatus every 5eps this will take forever to get to there.
Oh… so the blondie thought fmc was having a hard time because she prefer the thrill w/ mister??? Without knowing that he grape her thats why she’s struggling? Thattt makes sense…. however, mister groveled and is the ml no?
if you want to know how ahjussi grovel, I'll tell you.
so after fmc moved out far away from where she live, she works at a restaurant and is still studying. one day, ahjussi walked into the restaurant but the restaurant is actually closing and fmc was like "wtf is he doing here?" but she still serves him after the owner pestered her. they talk but that's it. ever since then, ahjussi kept coming to the restaurant, eating the same thing. fmc was confused because the ahjussi she knows doesn't like cheap food. fmc said to him "do you think I will accept you easily if you cling to me?" ahjussi said “no, I didn't expect much from you" fmc replied "then why do you still act so clingy?" ahjussi said "because there's no other way but to be clingy. if it were like before, I could just suck your p×ssy, bought you bags, fed you expensive food and you would've come to me quickly but now it's not the same anymore" and fmc is flustered but also annoyed that in ahjussi's head is always about sex.
do you really want to know this because it's going to be long.
anyway, they had an argument and ahjussi didn't come to the restaurant for two days. the same day, she got into an accident but there's nothing major. she fainted because she felt scared and rushed to the hospital. the person who almost hit her apologize but also shamelessly said "I didn't hit you so don't press charges" until ahjussi came and the man got beaten by ahjussi.
ever since then, ahjussi would wait for her at the academy's gate bla bla bla and yeah. they started to get close again. but just like I said, he doesn't care about fmcs feelings. all he wanted from fmc is sex sex sex and sex.
I stopped reading to that part. There's more but I just can't continue because of how stupid this is.
oh.... absolutely a waste of time groveled but literally no character development from all of them. girlypop w/ her stockholm syndrome and ahjussi really out there making her a cum dumpster (╯°Д °)╯╧╧.....
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this is just like any other fucked up bullshit bl manhwa where they ended up together after the shit they went through. Benjamin is definitely developing Stockholm syndrome because why would you think you're enabling his violent ways to kill people when he has done it wayyyyy before you came into his life??? omfg, I just can't with how naive MC is sometimes. I love how he stood on business but that's just for a few chapters because he would def pull the trigger.