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BJ Alex Ch 70 translation:

--narration--
"dialogue"
'thoughts'
*scene/emotion description*










*******BJ ALEX LOGO*******
CH 70

*panel of building complex*

*panel of DG's mouth dark overcast*

DG: "during high school"

***cue flashback***

*panel of DG walking with a group of his high school friends*

--I had a group of really close friends--
--I was always hanging out with them--

*panel highlighting DG being pensive and grateful*
--because of my poor social skills, I was really grateful for them to have approached me first and got close with me--
DG thinking: 'They're really nice and awesome for including someone like me in their group'

*panel of Sungwoong coming and grabbing DG by the shoulder*
Sungwoong: "Dongboi! Why are you smiling~? Something good happen?" (T/N: nicknames are hard XD he just says a shortened version of his name but wanted to emphasis how close they were with a ...dumbass nickname lmaooo)

DG: "Oh!"

*panel of DG looking up to a smiling Sungwoong and panel underneath of a blushing DG*
Sungwoong: "Let's grab a bite~?"

*dark background with narration text*
--and later I began feeling attracted to one of my friends--

*panel of a high school DG pensively thinking on the bed*
--At first I thought it was just feelings of friendship, but that wasn't it.--
--I continued to think of him and how I always wanted to see him--

*zoomed panel of blushing and pensive high school DG on bed*
--That's how I came to realize my sexual orientation--

*panel of DG walking into a classroom and side panel of kids messing around with a gay video*
--But I couldn't tell anyone about it--
Dumbass kid 1: "hey check this out! disgusting! haha"
Dumbass kid 2: "Ack hey! it's a gay video! Get that away before I kick your ass"

*panel of a worried DG with dark overcast background looking from the sidelines*
--I knew very well that I should hide the fact I was gay when I was around them--

*panel of DG taking off some random dust dirt off of sungwoong*
--That's why I just preferred a friendship instead of something more--
DG: "hey you got dust or something on your shirt here"
--That was enough for me...--
*panel of onlookers watching DG take off some dust dirt*

--but I suppose that's where it all began.--

*panel of DG walking through the hallway filled with people murmuring*
--One day, a rumor was going around at school saying that I was gay--

*DG and some random kid bumping into each other*
Dumbass kid 3: "Hey! watching where you're going!"
*panel of DG looking sad and looking down as he walks*
Dumbass kid 4: *offpanel* "hey it's that gay bastard!"
Dumbass kid 3: "Seriously?!!! Ah shit he dirtied my shoulder then!."

*dark panel white smokey background*
--I didn't care what strangers said behind my back--
--I thought that if I was with my friends, everything would be fine--

--but...--

*panel of DG's group of "friends" in the distance murmuring about something*

*panel of DG coming up to them*
DG: *smiling* "Hey! What are you guys talking about?"
Group: "!"

*panel of the group looking back with looming background and in disgust and judging*

*panel of DG being taken aback and shocked and worried*
DG: "!"

*panel of someone in the group beginning to say something*
Someone: "Nam Donggyun, you..."
*panel of sungwoong looking at DG in disgust with red and black ominous background*
Sungwoong: (T/N: wow who would have guessed *sarcasm*) "you're gay right?"

*panel of DG running away from the group. Dark looming background*
--One of my friends were the one that started the rumor--
--that friend was the guy I liked--

*panel of DG's face with his hand covering his mouth looking sick*
--In that moment, the relationship and good experiences that I had with them crumbled and collapsed--
--That betrayal hurt so much that I felt sick--
*panel of bathroom stall slammed closed*
*panel of DG shaking and puking over the toilet*

*panel of DG in complete tears*

*narration panel half dark*
--I decided that never again will I believe in someone--

*DG walking the halls alone*
--And that's how I got accustomed to being alone--
--I was afraid of getting close to someone and confiding in them I was gay only to have them avoid me afterwards--

*panel of DG looking down at his feet. headshot only. looking lonely*

***end flashback***
*Panel of present day DG looking down with a fleeting lonesome look*
DG: "Now, even after years later, I'm still afraid..."

*zoomed out panel of DG and Jiwon in bed. DG naked and partially under the covers and Jiwon in a robe on top of the covers. they're just laying there next to each other*
DG: "It's silly right?"

*panel of Jiwon looking at DG*
Jiwon: "....."

*zoomed panel of Jiwon's disbelief face and worried*
Jiwon thinking: "Nam Donggyun...I can't believe you went through something like that."

*panel of chibi pissed jiwon recalling Sungwoong's face*
Jiwon: *boiling, pissed, veins popping, mom's spaghetti* "I'm going to give that fucking bastard a piece of my mind. Where can I find him...?"
"I'll make sure of it that I do so next time I see him..."

DG: *offpanel* "What?!"

*panel of serious drawings lol. of them laying and conversing with each other*
Jiwon: "Is that why you are frequently to yourself?"
DG: "Yeah..."
Jiwon: "So how did you become friends with your friend from the cafe?"

*DG recalling how they met*
*panel of DG looking at a LGBTQ Club poster*

DG: "I met Chanwoo during my first year of university"
"I met him by chance..."

*panel of Chanwoo immediately patting DG on the shoulder startling DG*
Chanwoo: "Oh! Do you want to join our club? :D :D :D " (T/N: Put smileys to emphasize his enthusiasm lol)

*panel of DG running away as Chanwoo chases after him*
Chanwoo: "You don't have to sign anything! Let's just talk! Yeah?"
"You're a student here too right? So am I!"
*Dg still running away lol*

DG: "Chanwoo became close to me pretty fast."

Jiwon: "And what about Jaejin?"

*Panel of DG recalling them at post in the military service*
DG: "I met him during military service"
"While we were working together he began to talk to me about everything. He talked to me about everything he was thinking of"

*side by side panel of Jaejin and DG smiling at each other as they converse*
"He didn't know me but he opened his heart and thoughts to me with no hesitation or worries and believed in me. I was really grateful for that"
"I became close to him like that."

*panel of present day DG adverting his gaze to the ground*
"Even so, jaejin still doesn't know I'm gay..."
"The trauma that came from that experience during high school prevented me from being able to tell anyone else"

*panel of Jaejin smiling*
"But I think soon i'll be able to tell him"
"I only tried to hide it because I thought that if he knew I was gay, he would avoid me just like everyone else"

*panel of DG smiling and slightly blushing*
" But these past days, I wanted to tell the people close to me"

*panel of Dg turning over to face his body towards Jiwon*
DG: "Because I'm with you Sunbae, I'm really happy, and I wanted to tell you..."
"that it makes me undoubtfully happy to be with you."

*panel of Jiwon superblushing and feeling the throbbbssss lol*
DG: "I think all this is thanks to you sunbae"
Jiwon: "....!"

(T/N: so basically since he's been happy with the relationship and he's happy he gained the confidence in wanting to tell people about himself)

*zoomed out panel showing Jiwon grabbing DG tightly and hugging him tightly being all shy and shit lol*
Jiwon: "....."
DG: "Woah! Sunbae I can't breathe!"

*panel of Jiwon and DG headshot level but still in embrace*
Jiwon: "But even though you're still afraid, you still want to tell them?"
"You can still continue like now and not say anything just yet"
(T/N: he's saying this out of concern)

*Panel of DG and Jaejin smiling at each other during the military days. Friendship smile. nothing more lol*

DG: "Jaejin is a very important person to me."
"Because of that I want to be honest with him."

*panel of DG laying on Jiwon's arm nooked his head into his armpit*
DG: "But it's like you said, how it's been a while but I'm still scared and get anxious"
"I don't know how things will turn out as how I never talked to Jaejin about this subject"
"My friends from high school were close to me but later everything was ruined..."

*Jiwon recalling Jaejin bowing to him thanking him for taking care of DG*

*panel of Jiwon resting his head on his hand as he looks to the side in thought and DG looking up at him*
Jiwon: "Hmm... I think everything will turn out fine."
DG: "Seriously...?"

*chibi panel of Jiwon clinging onto DG and with furious glare into the vague distance lol*
Jiwon: "Yeah. But if he says something bad to you, I'll kill him"

*panel of Jiwon looking down at DG with panel underneath of DG looking up to Jiwon*
Jiwon: "Either way, give some time to give it some though. No need to rush"
"And thank you for confiding in me all this"

DG: "Huh?"

*panel of jiwon sitting upright on the bed with DG in his arms front view*
Jiwon: *Shy* "I asked for you to confide in me when there is something that worries you or was difficult for you. Thank you for confiding in me..."

*panel of DG's face looking up blushing badump*

*Off panel. Panel of window binds*
DG: "Sunbae!!" *as he grabs him and hugs him tight*
Jiwon: "Hey! that tickles!"

*panel of outside the building complex.*

*panel of Jiwon still up and slightly upright with DG sleeping as he's holding on to him. Jiwon looking up in thought*

*zoomed panel of Jiwon's face in thought*

*panel of feet. Running*
--If Donggyun and I...--

*panel of their past selves when they were young running into each other. both with tears in their face*

--would have met during high school...--

*up and down panel of their tearful faces looking at each other*

*side by side panel of them smiling through the tears at each other. Glowing background*

*zoomed out panel of them comforting each other. Young jiwon holding young DG's hand and carressing his face*

--I wonder if we would have had less wounds than we have now.--
*bright shining background*

-------TBC-------

20 bucks DG "misunderstood" Sungwoong or some bs like that lmaoo.
I hope we see more of him and not only one small chapter to summarize DG's backstory. I hope he wasn't just thrown in there just to explain the backstory and never seen again. lmao. need some juice. lololol

Can someone suggest me historical or Vampire Yaois?

Please I'm desperate ;D