I really like how complex and deep the story is. The slow reveal is leaving me hanging and anxious but excited at the same time. Since the story is being narrated by Sylhan's POV, the mystery of his past is being unraveled to him slowly despite being surrounded by people who knows what happened to him.
It's also refreshing to see an ML that is not almighty. The trenches he has to go through to protect Sylhan. And Sylhan is not that helpless either. He tried to fight back and resist despite adversities. He's not perfect, but he's not an annoying damsel in distress either.
It's been a while since I found a bl manhwa with story and characters that has substance. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
This is the only red flag top that is likable. Considering his circumstances and how he died more than 500 times, I'm amazed how he was able to kept his sanity intact and reflect on his heinous past actions. He almost turned to the obsessive top the system wants him to be but he manage to pull through. Its just that, this manhwa is too short and I'm craving for more. Did he manage to ditch the system? That's one question thats gonna bug me for a while (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
The ending feels so rushed. I'm happy they end up together but them being lovey dovey looks like its being forced. I dunno why but it just feels like that.
┗( T﹏T )┛I hope we get side stories though. Some snippets about their life as a couple.
But honestly, if we are going to follow the logical side of the story, they should both get a counseling or therapy. Relationship aint enough to remove whatever trauma they have.











I'm sucker for toxic stories, but the bad thing is, I can't stop thinking why the MC has not killed himself with all the torture and humiliation done to him. Because I will definitely kill myself just to eacape that ┗( T﹏T )┛
So I saw the raw and skip to 48 just as one comment recommended and deymmm... My heart aches for the MC. I hope he doesn't end up with either MLs by the end. His tragedy was created due to a lot of misunderstanding and framing and he didn't deserve what those two MLs did to him. (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
Where you can get the raw?