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can I have the raws!!

That I was thinking lol

As a novel reader, if you don’t like MC now, you won’t like him later; the MC doesn’t really change much in that regard and it’s kinda deliberate.

Yangyang is a precious cinnamon roll who is too good for this world, and also pathetic little manbaby who cries quite literally every chapter. I stil love him though, and I usually hate crybaby MCs.

Spoiler for why MC doesn’t stop being a turbo crybaby:







I mean he’s really just 100% a crybaby LMAO that is one of his defining features; but more seriously, the people Yohan ends up surrounded by in the story don’t discourage his gentle and emotional nature and deliberately protect him from The Horrors so he doesn’t get fucked up by the Abyss like they did.

The comment above yours explains it very well and if you don't understand i will just copy the comment for you...........




for anyone who needs an explanation of some events

Lilith September 1, 2026 1:05 pm

Tennessee imagines people he cares about (especially amber) dead bc it's comforting, it's his defense mechanism. if he imagine them dead over time it soften the blow of their actual death like what happened with his friends rick and the other woman two chapters ago . so basically him imagining amber dead is bc he's scared of losing him . as for amber he's so obsessed with Tennessee that he wants to kill him to prevent him from possibly leaving him that was talked about before. and now amber is scared of " death " , since he lost his memories he considered himself someone different than the old amber . so to him regaining his memories is dying bc he'll be "another person"
not your fault for not understanding btw the translation is so shitty i only got it bc I'm so deep into psychology and have masters degree in English lolol

I meant if you didn't see the comment

OH MY HOD THATS SO COOL

Oh wait is that from lilith

Lilith is so cool

I love you so much chqm