I can't remember the title of that one ancient straight bdsm manga mc was obsessed with bdsm and somehow started to try out things with the most popular? Girl from his school who's also his neighbor and I don't think it had genuine smut in it mostly focused on how much effort mc puts in to set the scenes up and all that
I hate her but I can't hate her FUCK she's sp annoying being a wannabe psycho but she was literally grommed and has the shittiest friends who don't give a fuck about her but she also doesn't but it's still sad that how much she genuinely wants attention and a place to belong thinking about wanting to suicide for attention is so pathetic and sad I can't help but pity her too along with hating her
what came first, the wannabe psycho personality or the shitty friends? at the end of the day, you are what you eat