As I can recall, i had a lot of crushes, but i have never confessed, except for the one time at school. I mean, that was pretty dumb and embarrassing though a love letter, probably, i did that because i watched too much anime. Anyway, nothing changed after that and i even kind of regret it a bit. Yeah, that's experience, but not a good one.
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Well, probably, because of my past experience with guys. I'm not saying they are all bad. But still i haven't met the one who would treat me well enough. I mean i'm pretty simple, so i would've fall in love with that person right away. It appears that guys, i have seen, only have one thing on their mind and don't really care about the person in fro...... reply
The one thing that makes me avoid people is their readiness to tear each other apart. When someone does something wrong, others around him/her will laugh and discuss his/her mistakes as if it is the worst thing they have ever seen. It seems like hurting each other is in human nature or so. But i don't quite like it. Never had a desire to hurt others or be hurt by them.
I'm more than sure that i had it once (not a long time ago). But when i overcame my anxiety (it was a hard one - couldn't even go to a store without that bad feeling), for a some period of time things were pretty good, i was communicating with people, having new acquaintances. But then at some point i just stopped doing that, i mean all the communication stuff.
I'm still not comfortable around people. But now it's not because i'm scared, but because i don't really want to be around them. Could my sociophobia turn to sociopathia? Anyway, even my loneliness doesn't motivate me to go contact someone.
did how are u guys doing in school
