this is my first time commenting on here
as someone who suffers from depression, the way shah na'in's depression was captured really stuck with me. i felt as though i was experiencing it myself.
and because of this, i continued reading on with an ill taste in my mouth, because i truly do not wish to see shah amon stay as an ML. but i read the spoilers and it appears he does. the only consolation i have is that rhan gwen also stays an ML.
maybe this story just isn't my cup of tea, but i'm not sure i can continue reading a story where shah na'in stays with someone who keeps making him miserable. i try to give stories a chance when reading them, but i'm not sure i trust in the direction this one is leading in.
i guess i'm mostly commenting to see whether im alone in these feelings or not.