I cried while reading this, and I never do that.
Seeing the mc suffer though his own trauma was truly devastating. But this felt so realistic to how traumatic thinks can break you down until you feel like you’re nothing.
I really liked both of the mls and the complex relationships he had with both of them. Glad in the end he was able to truly heal and smile despite his painful past.
I wish this author would write an entire bdsm story bc goddamn where those brief 3 chapters incredible!
I want to see what they would do with a whole story centred around bdsm!
I just love this story in general! I’m currently waiting for chapter 3 to finish so I can binge read it!
But again! NOTHING CAN BEAT THE BDSM CHAPTERS! I WANT MORE!! (//∇//)
I’ve read up to chapter 226, and let me just say that this is an absolutely incredible story!! I love it so much! This is how you right a redemption arc! This is how you show character growth!
Yes it has a rough start, but it is 100% worth it do see these characters grow to love one another!
And this truly has some of my favourite s&m scenes I’ve ever read! Especially the “testing limits” chapters! I mean goddamn! They were incredible!








Honestly I was tempted to just never read this, because I really hated bj Alex (not including the side couple, I fucking loved them!!) but I gave it a chance.
I almost never drop a story once I start it, and this is one of those times where I can say I’m glad I didn’t drop it!
Yes it started rough, it was painful, and I felt for the uke. But the writing in the second season had me on the edge of my seat, and I literally couldn’t put down my phone! Jeakyong really sucked, but I liked his growth as a character, it was satisfying to read idk!
Also the last chapters had me literally sobbing, which is a rare achievement for a manhwa lol!
All and all I surprisingly really loved this! Even though i prefer lighter more happy bls, this one I really enjoyed!