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The ridiculously large condoms always crack me up. Regular condoms are incredibly stretchy in general. Like, I get they have horse cocks but XXXL?
Big condoms are just fanservice for us lol
*sigh* this latest chapter kinda hit me. Like, I know I'm mostly a bottom because I've bottomed for practically all my partners. But the first person I ever got intimate with, I was the top. We were too young there were other people in the next room so I never got to do the actual fucking. I never really thought much of it and just assumed that I acted differently depending on the partner. But one day, I brought it up to my partner of 5 years and he was supportive in letting me top. Got all the supplies to prep him but he never let me get further than rimming. I tried to finger him one time and then he stopped me. He loved when I ate his ass but he refused to let me go further. It was actually extremely hurtful because I know he had bottomed for other men before and it felt like he wasn't letting me because I'm Trans. It actually fucked with my self esteem so I kinda gave up on that. We broke up and I still want to try topping but I'm not in the mental headspace for it anymore, nor the stamina for that matter.
I guess he was scared cause you were too big for him
Don't be sad,hon
Also never stop trying
I am also trying to find myself a gf who is actually willing to settle in a serious and long time relationship with me not like my ex who wanted to 'fix' her life by getting married...(i still question myself till day ,was i ruining her life somehow!!)
Don’t give up