is the teacher actually creepy? or is Siyoon just jealous/annoyed of him? I didn't really notice the arm touching thing, but the story has intentionally deceive us at times for the fun of it
are we meant to not know yet? I got confused at the stairway scene where Subin goes 'you're going too fast' at Woori and mentions about a uncontrollable hatred building up, do we have enough context clues yet to know or at least guess yet?
Ig its an oppressive feeling? Like before he said he hated woori bc he seemed happier than him, while his life is a pure dumpster fire. Now i think he feels conflicted that Woori (who is notorious for acting on a whim and moving on, like friend group, hobby, etc) will inevitably leave him behind too.
I think he's currently in a better mental state as well as a better environment than he was before and this kind of comfortable environment, that feels too good to be true, might inevitably be stripped from him (like before and after his mom tried to kill them). The staircase might just hint that he feels inferior to Woori in some ways? Now Woori is looking back at him (mostly due to him wanting to avoid death) and taking him along, but he's ig scared that Woori will move on and abandon him at a place where he feels like he can't breathe again.
Like a person who feels so elusive, so out of reach, the second you get comfortable around them, they have already moved on, leaving you behind in a worse place? Idk if it makes sense, but personally i can relate to it which is probably why i understood him in some ways or others.
That kind of despair and pain, as well as anxiety might fuel into his anger and hatred (which he already has a problem with), which leads to him killing woori once again in that dream. Like he doesn't know how to cope with these negative emotions and falls back to his habit of fueling his anger and hatred (blaming others for his own misery) and letting it all out in this violent way.
But the dream also shows that he doesn't really want to kill woori, like see him die, im sure he's grown attached in some ways. He is just a very mentally unstable person, who has to learn better coping mechanism. But I'm positive they'll end up happier in the end, since the story so far is working hard on reaching that kind of end! And i hope we see more heart to heart talk, aka communication and deconstructing traumas and destructive behaviors! Im hopeful, since the story so far has done a good job in that kind of way.
Thank you for replying and giving such a well written analysis, I've understand that scene better now!
help I thought a new black flag short story yaoi dropped but it was just a new cover
do u guys think it's called flashlight bc Hunter is going to find Hyujin with it
hehe
No because you're so funny!!
So like... did Ray technically 'died' because he's not the same Ray who remembers Owen now? to think that he committed suicide... thinking he sent Owen away and was now going to meet Nile... to actually surviving yet meeting 'Nile' now.... THIS STORY GOT ME FKED UP ┗( T﹏T )┛
it didn't feel like it was going no where when I binge read it, but after catching the last 3 weekly updates I can see what people mean, I think the story is just slow pacing and gradually building up how important the other characters will be later
wait this is PEAK, is there any other stories like this?
i feel like benevolent violence kind of gives off the same vibe
i feel like benevolent violence kinda gives off the same vibe
tysm!! going to check it out!