It's a bl manhwa, it's about a sacred diety and a poor human blah blah blah- this is their past and the bottom is sm who was raped by the villagers countless times cause they needed to cleanse themselves of their sinful deeds? before they used to sacrifice girls, but the village head sputed nonsense saying a man's body is more durable and will endure more, and mind you these villagers were kind to him - previusly? i think?- anyways, the bottom's parents are runaway, vagabonds, uhh htey shifted from one village to another? anyways he's an orphan in his past life uh the diety becomes friends with him and then suddenly one day they do the poor lad too hard- he's on the brink of death, he dies...(。_。).. the diety dude unleashes his wrath on the villagers and fast forward to present age ( it starts with that) the boy is having nightmares of his past life- revealed later on- so bad even his sex buddies point it out- girls- then they refer him to our diety, ofc ya'll know what happens next but brief overview- he pegs him all the time sayin he was a lil too salacious in his past life and needs to cleanse him, there's a butt plug scene.. umm chill anyways so- anyone who's made it this far- the name start with sex like- smth like sex apparition? pls help
is it this maybe? https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/that_sexapparition_mgs/
Atp- I rlly feel like this story is such a hear me out.
It IS good, don't get me wrong, but there's always gotta be the same tropes about trashy second ML manipulating the MC and then the the-world's-always-sunshines-and-rainbows-excpet-in-my-case emo ML and then the independent MC( makes it better..almost) who tries to take it into his own hands but makes it worse sm and they end up having a HUGE fight- which is currently in the making- and I'm manifesting that The second ML is prolly gonna do sum diabolical shyte and the the ML loses it then everyone's in on it and the shit finally hits the fan and right when you think it's all over- BAM involuntary outing and then BABOOM- one of two things the MLs father gets shitting pissed or the MCs mom rejects them outright but kinda warms up t them not to that level though
Srry this was just such a rant- it's 2 AM where I'm from and it's srsly pmo esp when I hv to write an exam in less than 2 hours