Their dynamics are so fun (btw I've finished reading the novel and they're even more hilarious in there)
Ml is just so cutely tsundere, he might have forgotten the years with mc but his feelings are still there and you can see it from the small gestures + his arrogant facade is actually just him being immature, since his mind reverted to a 20 years old man
Mc is totally the more mature but it's funny how he thanked the other girl for the medicines loll if he only knew it was ml and that he also slept hugging him...
This might be my favorite read atm
Started very dubcon and found ml and that damn dog annoying but wow now that ive finished reading I can say it was truly worth it.
First of all kudos to the author bc it was such a great representation of trauma, mc himself says the past isn't something that can be put away in a box and forgotten but it's something that shapes the us of the present and that's why I found mc even more admirable for keeping going even when it seemed too hard.
Ml also went through trauma but when I say i CRIED (i seriously bawled) when mc told ml he felt too dirty to be with him, that broke my heart but at the same time I understood why he struggled so much to accept ml
Talking about ml, isn't he a whole green forest? He was exactly what mc needed : someone that could love him genuinely and be there for him. The amount of times mc went avoidant bc he was afraid of being abandoned were all covered by an equal amount of times ml waited patiently and took care of mc.... he seriously took the word 'devotion' to a whole new level
And lastly, i loved how mc was portrayed as the strongest esper but he still had it hardest when confronted with psychological issues bc that's what it happens irl too : no matter how much someone looks strong, we all have our problems we gotta face everyday.
I think this story is less a guideverse and more of a healing journey for both leads, especially mc. It was executed so beautifully, I could feel mc's emotions and his personal development through the whole story and that's why now that it ended I feel kind of empty lol
Hoping for side stories bc im seriously not ready to say goodbye to this masterpiece
Lol zigril is doing his best to get a reaction from kay, too bad he started their relationship in the worst way and kay was too busy trying to survive to actually question about his and ml's feelings
Tbh even now his 'attachment' might be actually a result of stockholm syndrome, but it's also true kay never loved someone for real and liked to have short time flings instead.... imo he's starting to feel something now, while zigril has to deal with the realization he loved kay since day1
This travel will surely be fun lol poor schuman though he's always third wheeling
Im heartbroken team leader sungwoo was such a snack and he was so close to realize his feelings for mc too(/TДT)/
Might be bc im petty or bc the ending was rushed but I didn't like how mc ended up with blondie, especially after he had been drugged behind his back (I mean, he also obv gonna be endgame but still there was no chasing at all....)
To me it felt even more than a betrayal, blondie knew the circumstances behind mc's colleague death so making mc go through that was such an ah move, he wouldn't have found me waiting outside the prison nah I would have been in some warm location while enjoying my honeymoon with team leader
This was so fun to read I got so invested I ended up reading it all in one sitting lol
Mc's personality is hilarious and just works so well in this setting, ngl I liked his previous aspect more than when he became the hero but that's just my personal taste (but tbh purple hair and golden eyes go so well together, what a pity)
Gave 4 stars bc in the second half of the story it was mainly sex between the leads and most of it was dubcon, also I would have liked to see mc have a reunion with the grandfather (the poor man was left alone by his son, then found his granchild and raised him just to see him die and go back to being alone again, istg he's the most tragic character of all)
Ngl I thought this was gonna be a story focused on the whole alpha drugs case but no lol it was mostly about the 4 leads being together (not that I mind some good fluff but I love me a story crime centered, so yea be warned this is 1% crime and 99% fluff + smut)
The pacing is really good, ive read the whole thing in a few hours and was never bored, though the real strong point of this story imo is the bottoms' personalities : jess is so confident and kind and not once questioned why he was the bottom of the couple, he just accepted lian and was always mindful of him. Ian also accepted his omega manifestation so gracefully, ik it would have been more realistic to see him panic and overthink like in other stories but it was so refreshing to see a grown man accepting his body changes in such a chill way lol
The tops are also very likeable, as they're both super devoted and basically huge puppies
No pointless dramas, which I appreciated, the plot is a bit weak but the overall the vibe is very lighthearted so I didn't mind that much.... I hope author actually comes back with a second side story *finger crossed*











How omega is using the alpha to get his revenge, he is not even thinking about the person in front of him and victimizes himself a bit too much imo (I mean, it looked like from his thoughts while watching the movie that he feels like it's unfair he's been dumped just bc an alpha and a omega are a better pair than an alpha and a beta? I don't condone cheating but his way of thinking is also wrong)
But at the same time, the alpha is so fixated on the preconception of how an omega should be sometimes I feel like this is gonna be his 'karma' and learn to not be so prejudiced
I feel like both of them only look at the secondary gender of someone and not at the real essence of a person, so it's gonna be interesting to see how they'll mature (hopefully they will lol.....)
Truly an original take on omegaverse tho, kudos to author
This is worded so perfectly. I enjoy how you pointed out both of their flaws and how they stereotype each other. I agree with you that hopefully in the future they both mature out of these negative judgments for secondary gender
Thank you! <3