Trust me guys, there's 140+ free chapters in novelupdates, just read the novel. Idk but the "Home, I wanna go home, please..." part made my heart hurt when I was reading that in novel but it doesn't hit the same in manhwa. You can also read what's going on with ML's mind here because he fcking doesn't talk at all.
I wish they just aborted the baby. I know this is fiction and they will have a happy life later on, but in reality, the best thing for that child is just be aborted then let the mc run away. Imagine you know yourself how it's like to be unwanted, then proceed to bring an unwanted child to this world. That's so selfish.