when i saw a moment when akira's wedding, i just hoped that the women he's married about would die soon then akira and motoharu could together-forever and happy endin' ! :D
....BUT I WAS WROONG!!!! *tsunami of tears*
hiks.. hiks.. could someone makes the doujin of their after-died-world? i mean, they're die and then born again as a same souls. and in their new life, they can get a happy endin'(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
.......oh well just forget what i said ┗( T﹏T )┛
actually, what made shirotani-chan got those illness? yeah, i know it came from his father but, what his father had done to him 'so he's so freakin' scared with the touch?? aagh!! it makes me frustating
i think thats because his father always pat shirotani's head or holding hand with him..so when shiro see "that scene" he began to think that his father hands are dirty..correct me if i'm wrong btw
Nope, from the latest chapter and a lil of Shirotani's flashbacks, i think we can safely conclude that he thinks he is the dirty one instead of everything around him.
I think Shirotani's trauma is a mixture of several things: when he saw his father having sex with the student, he certainly became aroused but didn't know why. As he was just a child, it was certainly the first time he was sexually excited.
I think he touched himself without knowing what it would do. When he saw his father's hardness, I think he was confused and curious and, then, touched his own sex to compare and to understand why he was having these feelings. But it was too soon for him, he wasn't prepare for that and it scared him (his physical reaction, his father's physical reaction too, and his emotional state of mind). Where he was hidden, he certainly felt very shameful by all of this and what gave him the final blow was the student who discovered him.
For Shirotani, it was surely very violent: it was the discovery of his physical state (he felt physically dirty) and more importantly, the discovery of his shame (1. he became aroused. 2. He became aroused because of his father) and the student said "It's disgusting". At this moment, he felt dirty deep inside, a dirt he couldn't get rid off even after one or fifty shower(s).
And I think Fuzzywuzz is right about his father's hands. After this scene, his father's hands were dirty... and were still touching him. We can see that in the chapter of the first book when Kurose and Sirotani are taking a train and where Shirotani wasn't feeling well at all in the train (he has just remembered his father's hand on his head). Here: http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ten_count/mf/v01/c004/19/
thanks soo much for your reply minna-san !!
so, it's still not clear yet, huh.. well, thanks to you guys i can get some guess x) i feel so much relieves (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
i just hope that the truth is really something dark and tragic just like you said lol
i think yashiro is cute!! well, he has his-super-masocis-sadist-personality though.
and.... he's so cute when he acted strong to hide his true feeling xD
if i'm a doumeki, i'll hugh him tightly, and says that i'm in love with him>//<
i don't care if i need to quit from the office lol. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ i'm sure i'll be okay
Just like everyone here, i feel so frustating to know there's no more chapter for this manga T^T *sob*
Gez.. i hate it. If i know it'll happen, i won't read it.. To know that i'll love it so much.. T^T *sob*
it is very frustrating but i really liked it, so i would still read it
the first time i saw her(?) work was in a light novel by tittle "amai wana de torokasete" and i immediately falling in love with her art.
i was searching another work of hers and i found this manga x)
well, it's such a short story but i love it! i didn't believe why this manga could had such a rate like this (?_?)
(wellidontreallycare)
for me, it has a five rate star for sure!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
i've ever seen some mangas with the same plot and genre like this, and the endin' always same. the heroin wasn't choose all of the guys.
its pity, but pair enough..
ARGH!
in the end, sensei is the one who will decide it. (●￣(ｴ)￣●)
GAH! It such a rare item(manga) to find =w= but such a really painfull story TwT. I just dont want to imagine it how hurt shuujin's heart to keep the secret until his grave. It .. it's just too much *sobs*