Dropping this at chapter 30, ml is a manipulative prick who uses his problems as a way to coerce the mc into doing sexual things with him, their first sex scene is forceful and a classic example of bl “mc says no and that it hurts and cries but its fine cause he learns to like it” garbage.
Does this have any rape / abuse in it? If it does is it the mls that do it or a villain?
Novel readers, does karas SA abel in the story, need a clear answer so i know wether to keep reading or to drop it
Seeing a relationship where both sides are equally toxic and deranged is a billion times better than yet another “big emotionally constipated top abuses and rapes bottom with the iq of a minifridge”. Seeing a genuinely toxic from both sides relationship is such a better experience
One one hand i gotta say i love toxic yaoi thats actially toxic from both sides instead of just one way rapeslop, on the other it feels weird to see a mentally ill self harming gay guy as a mentally ill self harming gay guy, not bad neccessarily but weird.
(But some of yall in the comments gotta be like castrated or whatever the puhh equivalent of it is)
I love autistic guy that doesnt get social cues x guy thats desperately trying to send social cues
This was one of the first bls i read and its one thats stuck with me for a long time. The story and art are beautiful and match each other so very well, it is everything i wish more bls would be, a story that tries to be a good story first. It is proof that bl can be more than rapey stereotypes and fetishization, that it can be, like any other genre something special and great. It is incredibly rare i find myself tearing up at things, yet i cant help it when reading this. It truly breaks out of the confines of its genre and becomes something on par with any other type of media. I love this story dearly and highly recommend it to others.
Quick warning, the story opens with ml violently raping mc, seems like another rape victim falls in love with abuser story :/ cover looked cute but nvm
Dude this ml is so shit, watches the guy he likes get berated and almost hit by his dad and just looks on with the expression of a deer in front of a ford focus going 75mph, then does nothing to comfort him. Then when they have sex he just does whatever he wants and refuses to listen to mc, mc is constantly telling him no and that he doesnt want to keep going but ml just ignores his consent and keeps going. So sick of this rapey ass trope.
For some reason i was expecting a story where the ml is actually a nice guy that just seems rough, one that would be nice to mc but nope. Hes just another toxic rapist ml. This series is just torture porn where the mc gets abused by almost every other character (ml included).
Yall talking bout mc like hes a drooling moron but realistically what is he supposed to do? He cant beat ml in a fight and has no good moment to try and make a break for it, the best he can do is try to go along with ml and try to talk him out of it. When someone has a gun to your head you dont try to john wick your way out of it you just do as they say.
Also people saying mc is dumb for not noticing the red flags but the ml was seemingly getting better from an outside perspective and even if he had some red flags no one in their right mind wouldve expected him to kidnap mc. The only reason we arent as suprised by that is because we’re reading the story from a perspective that can see way more than mc.
Yaoi authors try not to label a story full of rape with “romance” tag challenge
Genuinely no clue how people find ml funny, he just blackmails and rapes mc thrn acts like a dick.


















