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I just went on about what's being displayed, revealed,,, the personality and attachment disorders that were developed through childhood. I won't try to actually diagnose him because I'm not a psychologist, but literally so much can go into developing these disorders. Even the way the mom talks to the baby in the womb. You could even use the medical term "narcissist" for him. The backstory doesn't try to make you forgive his actions, it doesn't brush them aside,,, he still recieved the consequences. And as the title suggests, he's delusional which isn't helping. This shit ain't "yearning",, it's mental illness. And it's heartbreaking. This is a worse depression than he suffered while in the foster shelter, he doesn't believe anything is going to get better. It literally falls under "depression" but ignorant idiots want to call it "yearning". Now he's staring at a razor blade. I personally felt triggered by this. The way he is thinking and then looks at the sharpest object in his vicinity.
This is why you can't go into the comments of anything that relates to trauma (and the results of it) or mental illness,, people dumb it down. Though I am grateful to see some people who actually have brains and empathy.