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im so confused because i 100% remember reading the first chapter but the rest (i just binged) felt new to me? i dunno lmao either i forgot or back when I read it was just coming out so i let it marinate or i was too scared to read bc of the.... concerning premise or whatever you'd call it (i mean falling in love with your brother's friend during his funeral?????) anyways I NEVER write anything this long regarding a manhwa but this one was.... something else i must say. i like it. but for a different reason. usually i like bls bc at some point im just envious of the love they have for each other (like sketch, third ending, therapy game) but this....their love felt like horror to me. but that's what made it interesting. they both need help, really. i felt nauseous in almost all the revelation chapters because it's THAT insane. but it draws you in. It's GENUINELY interesting. they're both equally deranged, and me personally, i think jinha and jinseo are the same, except jinha is just slightly....warmer? hell, i don't think im believing what im saying. really, as a person, all three of them are unlikable. deep down, i sort of feel like jinseo was a victim, got caught in the crossfire (im not saying he's a good person, but hey, neither is won nor jinha) so i kinda feel bad for him. and the friends too, they didnt deserve that. i have a lot more to say but tbh i wont be able to stop if i continue. its a good read, leaning more towards the psychological than the romance tho, because what they have can never be called love (in my perspective) but its not their fault, its the environment they grew up in and the way they decided to cope with it. not a soft or light read tho lmao