I'm mostly disappointed by character and personality of MC. Idk why y'all are blaming ML when he said everytime he Doesn't like MC and he's obsessed with Gaon. Well I dropped it before and now I read until ch 15 and FL is still pathetic creep. Idk I'd also like someone like gaon rather than someone who doesn't value herself and acts as male centred creep (well i only like women who knows their value and have self respect ). Well I will read this after MC learns something about self respect and backbone ( I only read till now bcoz i like author's other work ). I can never feel sorry for peoples who acts pathetic just bcoz they like someone (I can never relate bcoz i like myself more before I like others). It's not like I hate people who are in one sided love but I hate when they are pathetic, well I like when they do that with dignity, having self respect and knowing when and where to stop
■ML: "My legs are both broken by them and I can't move. So leave me, just you escape and survive."
→ His love is FAKE
When an ALPHA says 'I love you,' it means 'I want to fuck you.' That's why I don't trust any ALPHAS.
■MC: "I'd rather kill myself right now than be fucked by an ALPHA I don't even like someday."
■ML: "My mother, who was always ill and died young, had used a method to control pheromones without sex or strong suppressants. I'll ask Dad for details and support you. So please don't die."
→ His love is FAKE
■ML: "Honestly, I'm really horny right now, but if you don't want to, that's okay, so just tell me."
→ FAKE
■ML: "I'm incredibly aroused in my rut from being exposed to your intense heat pheromones, but I absolutely don't want to hurt you or make you feel bad, so I'll desperately suppress my impulses and hold you gently."
→ FAKE
(How could he be so calm when he's undoubtedly completely under the influence of my heat pheromones...? But when an ALPHA says 'I love you,' it means 'I want to fuck you.' So I don't trust any ALPHAS. ALL ALPHAS ARE THE SAME.)
【A few hours later】
■MF: "I love you, so I wanted to fuck you and get you pregnant. That's why I drugged you, and even though you told me to go away immediately I approached you to set up the excuse that I was affected by your pheromones. I could have controlled myself, but I pretended to lose my reason and raped you, completely ignoring your will, dignity, and your suffering as an Omega, and even achieving my ultimate goal of ejaculating inside you. Because Iove you."
→ His feelings for me are GENUINE
■ML: "I don't mind becoming a murderer if it means restoring your dignity. Haven't you been desperately living your life up until now to protect your dignity...? (I've dedicated my life to that alone!) Please, let me kill him..."
→FAKE
■ML: "The only reason I aspired to become chairman was because of the promise you made to me. For over ten years, I did everything I could to protect your dignity and physical and mental safety, but because I was an ALPHA none of my words or actions were trusted. I had no other choice left anymore. I lived on the only thing that held me back was your words, "I will reject all the other Alphas too," but I finally realized you didn't hate ALPHA, you just hated ME. I was mistaken in thinking you were a man of your word. Bye."
→ I HAVE NO IDEA what he's talking about
"What did I do wrong?? I don't understand anything. I don't remember any single thing I said to him or he said to me."
"I got the share Hyeondo won through his own hard work. I thought I could finally become chairman, but my dad didn't say yes. FUCK!! WTF did I do wrong, huh?!"
It's ML who should have his memories completely erased. I seriously wanna wipe away all memories, wounds, and pain related to this brainless heartless fuckass from his mind and restore every single second he pathetically wasted for NOTHING so that he can live another life where he always be with his self-respect and what he deserve...
I've been cursing the most my own stupidity for still wasting time on THIS for months...haha
Waste of time, I was only reading for some angst but this is just meh. Writing is very bad. I don't like both of them