we were really made to think jo was gonna be the male lead LOL i still feel so hurt for him.
it was obvious half-way through the story though because it looked like there was more tension and feelings involved between TJ and ian but because of the synposis, i thought it would all work out in the end for ian and jo.
i just finished the entire thing and realized that jo was never meant to be his lover. plot was so well-portrayed that i got deceived to think that jo would eventually be ian’s lover but it was always going to be TJ all along. i don’t think he ever loved jo. i just feel upset and frustrated because of how many times he has cheated on jo. this is the first time i feel so attached at a manhwa, not because it’s bad, but because of how flaws the characters are.
this is the first manhwa where i feel more tension and feelings between the 2nd lead and male lead—this being tj and ian. it feels like they should be together instead. the story is very well-portrayed. the other main lead (jo) feels like the 2nd lead instead and my heart actually hurts for him t-t
i just finished it and i just assumed because of the synopsis and how they were showing off the characters in the beginning, but it was very easy to catch on to the difference between how ian is with tj vs jo, especially in bed. i was really just in denial because i thought the author would make it work between the two (jo and ian) like other stories but that soon faded away after ian would cheat and run back to tj every single time </3. love that they made the ending more realistic but i feel like i’m the one going through a break up right now
it was good until the whole beating to death part imo + the sucky reality of alphas being on top and them not wanting to let that go for of power (like shin’s friends to shin). it also felt weird when shin said at the end that he wouldn’t let go of him even if he didn’t like him, because it kinda depicts him being like other alphas and he’s just lucky his feelings are reciprocated.




first manhwa where i’m conflicted about how i feel about the story. i don’t mind bold and out of the norm plots, but this is the first time where the ending is genuinely gut-wrenching that i had to swipe past the couples scenes </3