guyssss is it just me or do yall feel too that when yuri met xinlu for the first the he was 25 and xinlu was 12.....and yuri had a crush on xinlu mor like love at first sight.....it's weird man (/TДT)/ ik yuri won't pull anything weird. yuri is soooo goodd!! i love him! maybe the tranlastion makes it feel that way....maybe he was just admiring the beauty of xinlu and not some romantic shit....
Yuri specified in the later chapters in the novel that he wasn't sure if Xinlu could be considered his first love when what he felt at the time was admiration(?) because he hadn't really thought of Xinlu in that way.
I guess it's more like when you see a really pretty view of the sunset that you feel captivated(?), if that makes sense.









Fuckery over a proper conversation