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What is wrong with people judging WW? He has a trauma, he himself knows that it could have been so easy to say 'no' but he couldn't cos somewhere inside him he still feels love towards his Dad due to the little but good memories they made. That's why he said 'I hate myself', he knows what's better is to cut his dad out, but he just can't and he hates himself for that, belittling himself in they way. He went through so fucking much, making him feel insecure and with low esteem. Try to be a little more understanding, is not that easy to cut out that person you once made good memories with, even more if is your dad.