where the seme is in love with the uke but the uke doesn't love him back/can't love the seme to the same extent/has another love but it's NOT the focus. super angsty. i'm saying seme/uke but im rly just referring to their like "roles" yk? so like i'm indifferent to whether it's a shounen ai or yaoi.
some good ones i know of are shiguang in link click and seamoon (MAYBE eternalberry) in crk. like genuinely just unconfirmed couples that are so gay they don't even need confirmation for everyone to know they're in a relationship. anyone think of any good manga/manhwa/anime?
hihi some things about me: minor she/her bi yuri AND yaoi lover very picky
what I look for in yaoi: ambiguous seme/uke relationship (I HATE the dom top/sub bottom cliches) at least a little angst smut is nice but I hate the penetrative stuff. like I love love love the sexual tension and bjs are good too but butt sex? nahhh has to have at least SOME comedy to balance out the angst decent art style that doesn't make every single character cunty with defined lips and insane anatomy school setting is prefered but I'll eat up anything really manhwa is prefered but manga is fine too, manhua, on the other hand, is alright, but due to the anti-gay laws over there it rarely even has kissing scenes let alone smut in my experience love internalized homophobia toxic is ok ONLY if they're both EQUALLY toxic and no rape NO RAPE !!!!
NOT THE DOOMED OLD MAN YAOI NOOOOOO I LWK TEARED