“Why won’t he do what I never told him to do verbally but wanted him to do in my head, must be because he fucking hates me” plot summary good lord
Technically that's not it, cus at the start Ihyeon was clear abt his boundaries and the top is respecting it, but rn Ihyeon is also having second thoughts as well as the fact the top was always kinda pushy wich is how their relationship involved to this point, so Ihyeon is basically waiting for him to make the 1st move this time too, especially since he still thinks that the top is js playing w him of some sort (not being able to distinguish facial expressions is smt that makes you unable to understand what a person is thinking abt, especially since the tone of the voice can be manipulated pretty easily) so he put boundaries, he grew to want the top for himself cus they grew closer, but he doesn't want to be dumb and tell the top who might js be entertaining himself w him he wants to sleep w him, wich would change their relationship and make it more complicated especially since he's still unsure of his actual feelings (he knows his instincts wants the top, but he's not sure abt himself) and he was also raised by a single mother who he saw as an example to be able to raise his kid alone.
So in the end this is pretty realistic situation and valid feelings and concers he's having.









I love this story so much and it’s so cute I need more (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜