This was just such a psychological ride. The main character has SEVERE anxiety and just hates himself because of his past and his self. The main lead is very very very very manipulative. He does everything the character doesnt want so that way the mc can come 'crawling' back. There is no sweet romance at the end. He literally locks him up for a year
So basically its rape until chapter 40 and then 40-60 its heavy plot and its emotional and very trigger warning-y. After the babies come then basically the story gets all cutesy and adorable. But thats like chapter 80 ish.
Pretty much.. yeah. The end def made me happy though.