The last chapter when he started thinking about his past memories about Linus made me bawl my eyes out until the last slide, the ending wasn’t really the best. But I guess it’s better like this than having them separated, now that Linus seems to be more sane mentally (?), if that makes sense. I’m not that upset about the “no smut” part (since I saw a few people that wanted to see them do it at least one time in the present), I was waiting for it yeah, but the story was already pretty interesting from the start, so the smut could have been a good addition, but not a necessary one if you get what I mean, whatever my point is that I am satisfied (in general about the plot and story itself) even without the smut.
I almost forgot I was reading this shit, why did I even read this in the first place…? Dare I say… This is worse than reverse thinking.
Lemme explain why I think so… I just think this is worse, because in reverse thinking at least there is a reason for the ml to be acting like that (not defending him), in this one there literally isn’t no reason for the seme not to be taking his meds (unless I forgot abt smt in the plot) first and second the uke was literally crying about his mom or wtv and this mf just ignores him and goes “wanna kiss?” and then proceeds to get horny, like bro… It might be just me, but in my opinion this is worse, and I repeat, I’m not saying Reverse thinking ISN’T bad. Both are extremely bad.
But Jihwan is mentally ill, Juhyeon may have done out of revenge and resentment but that doesn’t make him a better person either. Yet again Jihwan’s intent was not to harm, he thinks he’s doing right because he can’t distribute right or wrong with his head messed up, the bastard from reverse thinking can.








It was kinda good, the only problem is the mc, he’s a red flag and piercing a hole thru the condom was really not it… Other than that it was pretty good… I liked it a lot…