Re-reading this and still love it.
Jaeha’s defense mechanism due to his fear of becoming like his father ended up hurting everyone who genuinely cared for him and only thinks for himself.
Genuinely I liked how Eunho said that he wants Jaeha to love his ownself the way eunho loves him. Loving someone unconditionally when you don’t even love or trust yourself
Oh wow I like how Jaemin is written in a constant, natural flow in how his personality does not or did not turn into a new flower.
Him being ill and how he adapted what he saw and being neglected as a child, to the point he does not think of himself as someone worth the attention, reflects on how he treats others. I guess being with Taeyoon makes him falter since all the first unexplainable emotions he harbors is towards him.
Being violent is not an excuse tho, but we get to see how he was shaped. And him having no right person to guide mean makes him a ticking time bomb lol.
I hope it ends well. Not entirely happy shalala, but simply written well hehehe
I always love me psychological yaoi
I still come back and read this and it’s still good as i’ve read it from the first time. Healing takes your time, especially if one person has been putting their own feelings in a stagnant mode. Not moving anywhere..just there.
I always love how it did not downplay the character’s relationship and feelings towards oneself and another. Love is such a difficult thing when it’s just one person making an effort to make it work shdb
The final step of loving someone w/o guilt and being anxious is to trust oneself i still eat it here that author-nim did not just glaze it over hehe.











Woah this is fresh take on omegaverse. Humanity continues to evolve that an Alpha (so far here is lab children cry) mutated into also having a uterus..if i guess correctly prolly due to few kins of awakened the instinct to produce more madeblood trueblood awakeneds.