Yahweh's Favorite

Its terrifing that people hate Dohyun more than Sungho. The guy as a teen was victim of abuse. He was frequently hungry, he went days without eating. He wasnt loved by anyone. His parents left him, his uncle hated him and even beated him. That kid didnt even understand how relationships work. In comparison Sungho had loving,wealthy family and pretty much had everything.
Yes, he was naive and innocent as many children from good houses.
I'm not blind to Dohyun's manipulations. But the guy was afraid that the only precious person in his live gonna leave him like everyone else. He didnt rape Sungho. He always could have refused, Dohyun gave him that chance. He had that option. Sungho was really unhealthy obsessed with Dohyun even then, yeah there was a vice versa but its easier to understand in Dohyun's case; we have to assume that all in a Sungho was also really lonely kid and that's the main reason).Tbh Dohyun probably thought that Sungho didnt mind sex and enjoyed it the same way he did so that's why he was so shocked and hurt when Sungho called the whole act at the end of chapter 'disgusting'. His heart broke.
I dont say it's the most moral thing to do (Dohyun's actions) because of course it's not.
But still please dont compare it to kidnapping and raping someone SEVERAL times.
Also stop comparing and putting as equals actions of teen boy which in the end aren't so trauamtic if one participant wasn't completely unstable, to adult's (tortures, repetitive rapes, sexual assaults, arm breaking, kidnapping). Like can you imagine... You had a friend/bf/gf whatever but because of many factors you broke this relationship, even because of selfishness... And that person did some horrible things in the future... You would be still saying..... Both of them are at fault...like ?????

Tbh the only time that Dohyun acted a bit coercive about sex was when Sungho asked him if they could do something else other than sex at the warehouse, like old times, and, Dohyun got that English book to "study" vocab on his body... but even then, u can see that he didn't force him to do it, he was just very unsympathetic considering Sungho had just opened up about his fears and concerns.
Other than that, Dohyun was just enjoying having intimacy with someone he was attracted to and made him feel happy and wanted. A rarity in his life.
It is unfortunate that Sungho interpreted sex something negative. The reality is that it was Sungho who introduced the sex to their relation and as time progressed and his mental health started going downhill, used it as means of controlling Dohyun into being emotionally dependent on him.
I believe that as their relationship progressed, Sungho wasn't having sex w Dohyun as an act of love amymore but mainly just to keep Dohyun manipulated. This is why he said that having sex with Dohyun made him feel dirty and disgusting because in the bottom of his heart he knew that what he was doing was wrong. He decided to blame Dohyun for it neglecting his own choices in the process.